P.S.
If you know me in person you know I FUCKED UP HORRIBLY recently.
I have thought a lot about this. I feel terrible. I try never to hurt people on purpose. I don't think with the right noggin sometime. Sometimes I don't think with either of them.
So now I have lost a friend, probably forever. I've never really severed ties with a person like this. It's not that I don't expect to ever see him again; I do, and I fear it will be awkward.
I wish I had not done what I had done.
i don't know what i expected to happen. nothing, i guess. (leads us back to not thinking.)
I want to take this [opportunity seems like a horrible word] to clean up my life. I'm a fuckup currently. I can do better than this.
(what would mom think)
I have thought a lot about this. I feel terrible. I try never to hurt people on purpose. I don't think with the right noggin sometime. Sometimes I don't think with either of them.
So now I have lost a friend, probably forever. I've never really severed ties with a person like this. It's not that I don't expect to ever see him again; I do, and I fear it will be awkward.
I wish I had not done what I had done.
i don't know what i expected to happen. nothing, i guess. (leads us back to not thinking.)
I want to take this [opportunity seems like a horrible word] to clean up my life. I'm a fuckup currently. I can do better than this.
(what would mom think)