still confused
OK... i have bitched about fuckhead and tyler and CHrista...... Now it isn't bitch time anymore... Ok I am really happy for Jamie that her and ben got their apartment.... I know that I hurt your feelings hun.. I am sorry.. YOu know that i didn't mean to ... I was just venting.... but now.. i am scared that i won't see you ever.... by yourself.. with out ben... I mean sometime you could call me... sometime you could stop by... or send me an email from you... not a forward... I just miss you.. i miss us time.. I mean I know that you love Ben and that you are excited to have your stuff place... i just i dunno.. i am afraid that i am gunna not have a best friend anymore.. I am afriad it won't be Jamie and Crystal.... itll be Jamie Ben and Crystal... i mean just sometimes i like to just hang with you and talk about gurly things.... do us stuff.... i dunno.. maybe i am being selfish.. but i don't think so... i am not saying that I don't want to ever hang out with the 3 of us.. or even the 4 of us... with Shamma.... I just want my friend back.. I want to know whats going on and hang out with you and be crazy with you again... can we do that???? PLEASE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!