Ouch...
So I went home the other day and told my dad that I wasn't going to Optometry school this Fall because I was missing a pre-req class. I needed to complete Human Physio lab in order to go to Opt school, but the time conflicted with my Biochem lecture, so I couldn't take it. Graduating with honors, I would think that he would be more understanding. But I forgot... he's fucking ASIAN! His response came out to something like this...
-I knew this was going to happen
-I know how you are, always leaving things for the last minute
-You didn't plan anything out, so this is why this happened
-You wasted your time and my money
-You may not feel sorry for yourself, but I feel sorry for you
I stormed out of the house, angry and upset. Sadly enough, I was crying my eyes out. It's been like this with him all my life, how come it still gets to me? I've spent all my life seeking his approval on my actions, and I never get it... EVER! He's never been proud of me with anything I've done. It has always be "That it?" or "You could have done better." At least I have my mom and sisters... they've been awesome to me.
...God, what a dick!
-I knew this was going to happen
-I know how you are, always leaving things for the last minute
-You didn't plan anything out, so this is why this happened
-You wasted your time and my money
-You may not feel sorry for yourself, but I feel sorry for you
I stormed out of the house, angry and upset. Sadly enough, I was crying my eyes out. It's been like this with him all my life, how come it still gets to me? I've spent all my life seeking his approval on my actions, and I never get it... EVER! He's never been proud of me with anything I've done. It has always be "That it?" or "You could have done better." At least I have my mom and sisters... they've been awesome to me.
...God, what a dick!