Is there a cure for chronic stupidity? ...

It feels like everything I say makes me look like a damn fool and/or a total jerk. I can look back on something I said a mere 24 hours ago and grind my teeth in the agony of utter and unspoiled frustration... if I could catch myself upon the words... I would garrot my own throat to halt them ( Read more... )

You know the problem with this Live Journal thing is that i'll go over everything thats happened and is over in my head... and by therefore fooling my brain into thinking its resolved I can function normally. So its difficult for me to "save up" angst and whatnot to post here ( Read more... )

Well howdy owdy oody oo! Unbelievable as it might be I have chosen to grace this unworthy shamble of a blog with my divine word once more, oh you lucky lucky people. It would take forever and a day to explain the happenings that have taken place since my last lack luster entry in this forsaken scrawl of broken dreams and half truths ( Read more... )

Ye gads... disturbing stuff indeed. I may update soon... over the weekend perhaps if certain plans fall through.

Nah i'm just messin' with you, I have slumped into such an ineffectual despair that floats juuuust above no longer functioning. As usual I have no idea why I bother to write... it helps sometimes in a subtle way, tough to describe really. Don't get me wrong though... i'm quite fine. Still working all week, still leveling up for hours on Wild Arms 2 ( Read more... )

My computer has bitten the dust, so expect to see and hear even less from me for a week or two while I aquire a new one. I do everything from the computer at work... so i'm still getting my mail and such. Till we meet again.

I returned some time ago but being *me* I just never felt like writing, still don't. So much has happened... it'd be a massive undertaking just covering the week in chicago... bwhahaha I may never get around to it...

See you around... with luck.

Well here I am at work, the whole place is dead quiet and no light's are on... the phone will ring every so often and i'll take down a message about another machine funking up... not so bad really, it *is* strangely chilly in here though ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm here... and alive... and not in the mood to write. My icons have been replaced my actual pictures of me, woo hoo *twirls finger* make with the happy. Till tomorrow, my account expires then... i'm gonna go buy the expansion pack for Starcraft anyway I might as well deposit twenty-five dollars in my account while i'm out an purchase a chunk ( Read more... )