12-05-10
Over the past few years I've been through a lot. Sometimes it feels like I've been through too much. Haven't really had anyone to talk to. No one to truely understand or care what I'm going though.
The fact of the matter is... that I REALLY wish I could have the marriage I'd dreamt for.
Instead. What I got is permanent in-law house guests in my own home.
What makes matters worse is that no one cared at all about how I would feel about it. No one asked me. No one took two seconds to say, "Do you want them to stay?" or even, "How long would you want them to stay?"
I think that's the thing that hurts me the most. Is that no one cared about what I would feel or think about it.
I've been hurting for 4 years and no one cares.
The fact of the matter is... that I REALLY wish I could have the marriage I'd dreamt for.
Instead. What I got is permanent in-law house guests in my own home.
What makes matters worse is that no one cared at all about how I would feel about it. No one asked me. No one took two seconds to say, "Do you want them to stay?" or even, "How long would you want them to stay?"
I think that's the thing that hurts me the most. Is that no one cared about what I would feel or think about it.
I've been hurting for 4 years and no one cares.