a late but needed update.
its been awhile since i've updated this thing.
high school is done and over with. i am glad to be out but its hard to think that i've been going to school for 13 years of life and i am finally released into the world or well more school as i've chosen to do.
today is 10 months since my girlfriend and her boyfriend died. its hard to imagine. techically today is the 30th and last year on this very day a boy named Jason died. technically yesterday the 29th was his birthday. He would have been 18 years old and graduating this year. Exactly a year ago nicole and i were together sitting in the taco bell parking lot waiting for jeremy to get off work thinking how tragic it is for a life to be taken at such a young age. talkin about how its a tease of life. talkin about how we are scared to die. then she passed on two months later. i remember this day exactly one year ago so vividly. its strange to think its been one year already.
today for the first time i saw where the accident happened. there is no cross indicating that two lives were taken in this spot. i am gonna check into having one made. there should be one there. do to there not being any symbol of a death being taken there i drove to her grave to lay flowers. Nic (her boyfriend) was burried in Nebraska where he grew up. Some day i hope to visit there.
I begin college on the 25th of september, we'll see how that one goes. i am gonna try to work and do college at the same time.
mostly i just surround myself these days with close friends. we all see to get along. i'll post pictures soon.
just thought i would stop in to release some thoughts.
goodnight.
high school is done and over with. i am glad to be out but its hard to think that i've been going to school for 13 years of life and i am finally released into the world or well more school as i've chosen to do.
today is 10 months since my girlfriend and her boyfriend died. its hard to imagine. techically today is the 30th and last year on this very day a boy named Jason died. technically yesterday the 29th was his birthday. He would have been 18 years old and graduating this year. Exactly a year ago nicole and i were together sitting in the taco bell parking lot waiting for jeremy to get off work thinking how tragic it is for a life to be taken at such a young age. talkin about how its a tease of life. talkin about how we are scared to die. then she passed on two months later. i remember this day exactly one year ago so vividly. its strange to think its been one year already.
today for the first time i saw where the accident happened. there is no cross indicating that two lives were taken in this spot. i am gonna check into having one made. there should be one there. do to there not being any symbol of a death being taken there i drove to her grave to lay flowers. Nic (her boyfriend) was burried in Nebraska where he grew up. Some day i hope to visit there.
I begin college on the 25th of september, we'll see how that one goes. i am gonna try to work and do college at the same time.
mostly i just surround myself these days with close friends. we all see to get along. i'll post pictures soon.
just thought i would stop in to release some thoughts.
goodnight.