Oct 23, 2005 20:29
My usual feline downstairs has this tendency to chase off another cat.. black cat, white socks and chin, ragged hair.. whenever it gets near me. I feel like I've been claimed.. or maybe imprisoned? Hah. But as long as their chains of my own making, I don't mind a bit.
I've been fairly sullen as of late.. thinkin' about things. Mainly I'm feeling a little lonely, but I also don't want someone being around here all that often. I dunno anyone I could seriously spend days with.. I'm more of an "hours" person. I'm very 'to myself'.. very self-centered.. and I enjoy it that way. It does have the side effect of not making me the most attractive person in people's eyes, and I don't get a lot of attention.. which's okay. I don't require much attention from anyone other than myself, but when I do want the attention.. well.. at least it's a brief phase. I'm sure one day I'll meet someone that I can easily spend all my time with and be happy, but I haven't met 'em yet.. not even sure if Mobile can offer that sort of person to me.
Mm.. my trip to Destin was so dad could look for a necklace at some local jewelry shop that does mostly "beach" jewelry.. as in, stuff designed after the coast. Ya know, sea shells, starfish, animals, etc... .. but the stuff was expensive, and heavy. I dun have much experience with gold jewelry, but I didn't expect it to be that damn heavy. All authentic gems.. a lot of the items broke the $1000 range, easily. We also went next door to the Wyland gallery.. Wyland's the guy that does those nautical murals all over the world, the biggest of which is in Destin. He's a better sculptor than he is an artist.. amazing artwork i n there, just not his stuff. I preferred the half-naked lady paintings though.. they were in various states of undress, never actually showing anything.. all in very old apparel. I wanted to buy one (you can get a 3 year payment plan) but some of those shits costed $5k plus, I'm sure.. shizamn.
Slowly, I'm becoming the beach person I used to be.. when I was a child, I loved the beach, but as I grew up, I found an attraction for the forest. But.. recently, it's all about the beach. It's a mix of the ceaseless waters, the sweet cocktails, and the hot ass walking around. Has to be..