The wait...
My leave is STILL flying about in the air, waiting for some gigantic elephant to fall from the sky to stamp its mark on my electronic application like a big smelly marking mark thing.
Pissed? Of course... I've two weddings one month after another and I've already applied leave for both occasions. There is no way I'm missing either one. Someone commented on how 'much' leave I'm taking (considering how I've got plenty left), I basically said "you have two options... approve it or see me walk out." When I said it, I wasn't even feeling as if I was joking.
If I wanted to be miserable and stuck to my chair every day of the week, I should've just stayed where I was. I'm here for a reason and when THAT reason no longer is valid, then I will do what I have to do. It should be fine... I'm just a number to these people, a drone whose sole purpose is to serve its lord til the day they malfunction and get thrown into a pile by the side of the building.
*sighs*
Both tickets to Kl and India are bought. Whoppee~! There's been a lot spent on my flying but the feeling of being away is something money cannot buy. I get to be exempted from my typical life dramas for a while. I get to be a complete stranger in a land that doesn't shackle me with cultural idealogies.
Airasia to KL was a bit pricey for my liking but flying Royal Brunei Airlines would've been over $300 more. *dies* It IS December, a peak period where the country empties itself out. Its citizens rushing to depart and be away to others places where celebrations are the norm and celebrated as they should be.
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Ugh... it's that time of the month again when I just get pissy and fall off the edge so much easier. Words will scream and stupid things will end up being the most ridiculous concept that man has ever came up with/thought about.
In the back of my mind, a little voice is telling me that clawing a poor innocent's eyes out would be most therapeutic right now. Hmm...
Pissed? Of course... I've two weddings one month after another and I've already applied leave for both occasions. There is no way I'm missing either one. Someone commented on how 'much' leave I'm taking (considering how I've got plenty left), I basically said "you have two options... approve it or see me walk out." When I said it, I wasn't even feeling as if I was joking.
If I wanted to be miserable and stuck to my chair every day of the week, I should've just stayed where I was. I'm here for a reason and when THAT reason no longer is valid, then I will do what I have to do. It should be fine... I'm just a number to these people, a drone whose sole purpose is to serve its lord til the day they malfunction and get thrown into a pile by the side of the building.
*sighs*
Both tickets to Kl and India are bought. Whoppee~! There's been a lot spent on my flying but the feeling of being away is something money cannot buy. I get to be exempted from my typical life dramas for a while. I get to be a complete stranger in a land that doesn't shackle me with cultural idealogies.
Airasia to KL was a bit pricey for my liking but flying Royal Brunei Airlines would've been over $300 more. *dies* It IS December, a peak period where the country empties itself out. Its citizens rushing to depart and be away to others places where celebrations are the norm and celebrated as they should be.
***
Ugh... it's that time of the month again when I just get pissy and fall off the edge so much easier. Words will scream and stupid things will end up being the most ridiculous concept that man has ever came up with/thought about.
In the back of my mind, a little voice is telling me that clawing a poor innocent's eyes out would be most therapeutic right now. Hmm...