*Updated*
So much has happened. Joseph, a friend of mine that's in the Marine Corps, just came back for leave after basic. Only to find out that he likes me, like really likes me. Now let me explain I think saying that Joseph is my friend is probably an overstatement. We were in fourth grade together and sixth grade and we talked throughout high school, mostly just second semester senior year. But we bonded a little because we were kindred. We were both military bound. So he's back from basic (he left the week of our graduation) after being sent back for an injury and some several illness. He comes back and springs this liking me thing on me Saturday night when he leaves Monday and he knows I have a boyfriend. He's all upset and crying and stuff and talking about how he can't go back all emotionally unstable. So I really felt bad... until he said he loved me. Then I didn't. Now let me explain he may really think he loves me seeing that he's never even had feelings for anyone before but I know he can't truely love me. He doesn't know me. Crazy. But he still is calling me every second he gets and I guess that's ok... I'm sure he'll find someone else soon enough.
So, my roommate and best friend Nicole. I don't think I've ever written about her. She has a 15 month old son and he's so cute but the most annoying thing ever at times. He screams all the time, not cries just screams bloodly murder. So she only has him every other week now (join custody). So tonight and last night he stayed somewhere else. So Saturday night (night before she got him back) she left here to go to her girlfriend's house and told me she'd see me a little later. I told her didn't matter what time she came back, you know thinking she would actually come back or let me know she wasn't. Well I wake up Sunday around eight and she's not here and hasn't been here I call her thinking she fell asleep and didn't realise it until she woke up and then would apologise. Well I called her when I woke up and she was wide awake and didn't say anything to say sorry. So I guess she meant to stay and didn't care to inform me. So she stayed home with me and Brixon Sunday night, well actually she left in the middle of the night (after yelling at me about god only knows what) with Steve to go to the 18 wheeler. Then last night and tonight she's staying there again. Didn't tell me just expected me to know. It really wouldn't be that bad except she picks me up from work comes here with me, gets online and ignores me, gets on the phone with her girlfriend and ignores and takes a bath then leaves and she calls that spending time with me. NOOOO!
So then, to make it worse, I get on her girlfriend's LJ yesterday and there's this big rant about me and how I treat Nicole like shit and how I'm a bad friend and how she hates me... oh and a little history for you: Nicole's girlfriend wants my boyfriend and would fuck him if she knew she wouldn't get caught. Bitch.
Good she makes me so mad... not even mad but upset. All she does is hurt me when she does this and she knows it. I've told her. So who is wrong? Me for being over controling or her for not caring and like a back up instead of a best friend. So I texted her and we got into a fight because I told her that we could do something Thursday if she had time but she's always ignoring me when we're home so I don't know how we're going to make plans. She then replied "I'm going to go spend time with my girlfriend now because I want to and she's actually pleasant to be around." Ouch... I cried but she doesn't know or care about that. So I decided that she doesn't want to be around me or be my best friend she wouldn't have to. I stopped talking to her unless necessary and didn't spend anymore time with her than needed... She invited me to go to the mall with her and Brixon and I told her I didn't think that would be a good idea, she didn't say anything, just glared at me. She expected me to be okay with what she said without her apologizing. Whatever.
So I texted her because she had been ignoring me since she got home from work to ask her to give me a ride somewhere later that week. She said, "I'd find another ride and another place to live." She says she didn't expect me to leave that night but I couldn't handle it there anymore. Within a few hours was getting some clothes and leaving in tears to stay with a friend. She didn't ask where I was going and didn't talk to me again until she needed something a few days later. I'm done with her though, how can she expect me to stay friends when she kicked me out and didn't have any idea if I had someone to go.
So, my roommate and best friend Nicole. I don't think I've ever written about her. She has a 15 month old son and he's so cute but the most annoying thing ever at times. He screams all the time, not cries just screams bloodly murder. So she only has him every other week now (join custody). So tonight and last night he stayed somewhere else. So Saturday night (night before she got him back) she left here to go to her girlfriend's house and told me she'd see me a little later. I told her didn't matter what time she came back, you know thinking she would actually come back or let me know she wasn't. Well I wake up Sunday around eight and she's not here and hasn't been here I call her thinking she fell asleep and didn't realise it until she woke up and then would apologise. Well I called her when I woke up and she was wide awake and didn't say anything to say sorry. So I guess she meant to stay and didn't care to inform me. So she stayed home with me and Brixon Sunday night, well actually she left in the middle of the night (after yelling at me about god only knows what) with Steve to go to the 18 wheeler. Then last night and tonight she's staying there again. Didn't tell me just expected me to know. It really wouldn't be that bad except she picks me up from work comes here with me, gets online and ignores me, gets on the phone with her girlfriend and ignores and takes a bath then leaves and she calls that spending time with me. NOOOO!
So then, to make it worse, I get on her girlfriend's LJ yesterday and there's this big rant about me and how I treat Nicole like shit and how I'm a bad friend and how she hates me... oh and a little history for you: Nicole's girlfriend wants my boyfriend and would fuck him if she knew she wouldn't get caught. Bitch.
Good she makes me so mad... not even mad but upset. All she does is hurt me when she does this and she knows it. I've told her. So who is wrong? Me for being over controling or her for not caring and like a back up instead of a best friend. So I texted her and we got into a fight because I told her that we could do something Thursday if she had time but she's always ignoring me when we're home so I don't know how we're going to make plans. She then replied "I'm going to go spend time with my girlfriend now because I want to and she's actually pleasant to be around." Ouch... I cried but she doesn't know or care about that. So I decided that she doesn't want to be around me or be my best friend she wouldn't have to. I stopped talking to her unless necessary and didn't spend anymore time with her than needed... She invited me to go to the mall with her and Brixon and I told her I didn't think that would be a good idea, she didn't say anything, just glared at me. She expected me to be okay with what she said without her apologizing. Whatever.
So I texted her because she had been ignoring me since she got home from work to ask her to give me a ride somewhere later that week. She said, "I'd find another ride and another place to live." She says she didn't expect me to leave that night but I couldn't handle it there anymore. Within a few hours was getting some clothes and leaving in tears to stay with a friend. She didn't ask where I was going and didn't talk to me again until she needed something a few days later. I'm done with her though, how can she expect me to stay friends when she kicked me out and didn't have any idea if I had someone to go.