I don't know what to call this I just snaped...
Dark figure black of night a plea for help.
Not to be answered same song different tune.
New night that results in the same ending.
Cry for the help only thing is you’re the only one that can hear your screams!
Hollow figure steers at me….I scream in silence to myself.
Bad dream, that’s all…repeat to delude one’s own train of thought.
Insure the insanity for years to come.
Emotional train wreck if ever there was one.
Stupid no good worthless shit of personal existence!
Repeat this broken record only to change some of the jagged lyrics to something more up to date.
Another shameful display by my own accord!
Black out jumps me forward in time only a short while.
Sick to the stomach and now too the brain!
Woe is me or is it, woe is us?
Lost train of thought do to error.
Insane is the name of the game.
I’ve played this game before indeed.
Signing the sweet song of pain, torment, and agony inside of my mind once more!
The words have all changed, yet they are all still mostly the same.
Just different pawns in the fray!
Instead of one branch it’s another.
Yet there is always a little boy crying out for help from dear old mommy!
A cry to god is always in this horrible painting of insanity!
When one thinks he has found a reason to believe again it is all for not!
Scorn this so called god I will have my day!
Blood is what I taste inside my mouth don’t know how, and I don’t care.
Lost so much in such a little time!
This man has become the little boy again!
No amount of tears shed will change that fact.
A bullet to the brain maybe the answer!
Only one could hope so dear!
Holy hell the bitch is dead!
Yet it doesn’t bring me closure only sadness.
The black figure is not dead in my mind only in the world of the flesh!
Insanity only brought back the truth my mind hid from me to keep me safe.
Now insanity has brought back more memories better left dead and buried.
Caught in a hell storm now unsure of what to do from here, or even where to go?
Clock reads 06:30 my mind reads 18:30.
Everything is in reverse mind not right day the night all fucked up!
Walking corpse soon to be what is left of me!
Letting go of what I call reality to take away the pain.
Consume the sweet poison of intoxicants to justify my pain!
While I creep into a hole and wait for death to come for me!
Until I seem to calm down then lose my mind once again.
Complete the insane cycle that happens to you every time you fail.
Now that you realize that’s all that is left you will give in!
No more reason to fight body a wreck mind is too.
Get settled in with the depression it makes a great pal.
Blackened coal for brains weak ling lingers in the mitts of a fit.
Maggots extrude from the veins of the mind!
Explosions and implosions only seal the deal.
Mass graves of memories in the making!
Bury them deep in your mind save you life just one last time!
Run rabbit run you little legs won’t work forever.
Shake with relentless fury as you jaw bone snaps.
Fly’s ooze from the hole in your face!
Left in the dark all alone crying one last time for that help!
Only to be left alone to decay in your own misery!
Not to be answered same song different tune.
New night that results in the same ending.
Cry for the help only thing is you’re the only one that can hear your screams!
Hollow figure steers at me….I scream in silence to myself.
Bad dream, that’s all…repeat to delude one’s own train of thought.
Insure the insanity for years to come.
Emotional train wreck if ever there was one.
Stupid no good worthless shit of personal existence!
Repeat this broken record only to change some of the jagged lyrics to something more up to date.
Another shameful display by my own accord!
Black out jumps me forward in time only a short while.
Sick to the stomach and now too the brain!
Woe is me or is it, woe is us?
Lost train of thought do to error.
Insane is the name of the game.
I’ve played this game before indeed.
Signing the sweet song of pain, torment, and agony inside of my mind once more!
The words have all changed, yet they are all still mostly the same.
Just different pawns in the fray!
Instead of one branch it’s another.
Yet there is always a little boy crying out for help from dear old mommy!
A cry to god is always in this horrible painting of insanity!
When one thinks he has found a reason to believe again it is all for not!
Scorn this so called god I will have my day!
Blood is what I taste inside my mouth don’t know how, and I don’t care.
Lost so much in such a little time!
This man has become the little boy again!
No amount of tears shed will change that fact.
A bullet to the brain maybe the answer!
Only one could hope so dear!
Holy hell the bitch is dead!
Yet it doesn’t bring me closure only sadness.
The black figure is not dead in my mind only in the world of the flesh!
Insanity only brought back the truth my mind hid from me to keep me safe.
Now insanity has brought back more memories better left dead and buried.
Caught in a hell storm now unsure of what to do from here, or even where to go?
Clock reads 06:30 my mind reads 18:30.
Everything is in reverse mind not right day the night all fucked up!
Walking corpse soon to be what is left of me!
Letting go of what I call reality to take away the pain.
Consume the sweet poison of intoxicants to justify my pain!
While I creep into a hole and wait for death to come for me!
Until I seem to calm down then lose my mind once again.
Complete the insane cycle that happens to you every time you fail.
Now that you realize that’s all that is left you will give in!
No more reason to fight body a wreck mind is too.
Get settled in with the depression it makes a great pal.
Blackened coal for brains weak ling lingers in the mitts of a fit.
Maggots extrude from the veins of the mind!
Explosions and implosions only seal the deal.
Mass graves of memories in the making!
Bury them deep in your mind save you life just one last time!
Run rabbit run you little legs won’t work forever.
Shake with relentless fury as you jaw bone snaps.
Fly’s ooze from the hole in your face!
Left in the dark all alone crying one last time for that help!
Only to be left alone to decay in your own misery!