When you try the same things over and over again yet expect something different to happen. Ah yes good old insanity. I do believe the tables are turned for that. I've lost my way fallen soldier. Lost in a world he doesn't understand. Trying a new road only to get denied. Wasted away in sadness and booze. Walking the madness again and again ( Read more... )

The surrounds are familiar as the walls close in. I watch the world around me spin. I feel the cold hands of insanity tighten around my neck. I wash away the pain with more coffee. Sleep is my enemy as is the night. I walk a thin line between crazed and insane ( Read more... )

Let's get back to the basics and bring back the bomb and take care of everything. Easy way to solve a problem Nuke it! I rest my case have a good day.

To update you on what's going on my farther is in the hospital. I hate myself and it hurts. i want to be a son to him I love him. I just have had so many things that went wrong because I didn't understand him and my mother. I wish to take back all the hateful things I've said about them. I love them both enough said. I'm not religious but ( Read more... )

Siting in the valley of the fallen ah lone soul stands. Survivors guilt sets in shaking from the stress. Life washed away in a quick flash. Screams of the dead hunting this poor soul forever. Left home a man and came back a shell of his former self ( Read more... )

I’m the one you love to hate. You’re darkest and deepest inner fear. The cancer on society the black mark of humanity! I’m the one you fear and love. I dwell in the shadows as the monster you most fear. Behold I’m what ever you wish to make me ( Read more... )

Pain of life is the thorn in my side. Walking the path of impurity so divine! I am the walking dead. Entombed in this mold of flesh and blood ( Read more... )

Death swift and cold. Brought on by blue steel. Ah pull of the trigger flash all falls down. A red mist fills the air and gray matter hits the walls ( Read more... )

Self hate play again, self hate play again. Gambling on lies ends the same way every time. Self indulgence leads to self mutilation ( Read more... )

Death speaks to me in foreign tongues. I answer with questions. Speak only lies blissful and sweet ( Read more... )