the girl got reasons (they all got reasons)
I feel bad again.
it's sort of like something bad happened or I had a bad dream or an argument or something that I don't quite remember the details of but I still have the feeling left over from it.
he is so confusing.
one minute it's like..."I want you to love me eventually" and all this strange romantic shit.
then it's like "...forget i said that. i don't love you, i just like you a lot."
and i don't speak at all. because i can't. i don't know what i feel and i'm no closer to figuring it out now with a month left than i was before.
I know you're scared and that she hurt you. I know you don't trust anyone; I know you can't let me any closer than I am.
but at the same time, if you can't do that, how can you expect me to let you in? how do you expect me to know what you want from me when you don't even know yourself- and therefore how can you expect me to give it to you?
I have the sneaking belief that the truth is you don't want anything at all, and I'm reading too much into it. Maybe that's all. Maybe I'm scaring/upsetting myself for absolutely no reason.
This could all be bullshit.
It's very possible. It's happened before; why should you be different?
oh, shvibzik. stop being so tangled, because i'm getting trapped in you.
it's sort of like something bad happened or I had a bad dream or an argument or something that I don't quite remember the details of but I still have the feeling left over from it.
he is so confusing.
one minute it's like..."I want you to love me eventually" and all this strange romantic shit.
then it's like "...forget i said that. i don't love you, i just like you a lot."
and i don't speak at all. because i can't. i don't know what i feel and i'm no closer to figuring it out now with a month left than i was before.
I know you're scared and that she hurt you. I know you don't trust anyone; I know you can't let me any closer than I am.
but at the same time, if you can't do that, how can you expect me to let you in? how do you expect me to know what you want from me when you don't even know yourself- and therefore how can you expect me to give it to you?
I have the sneaking belief that the truth is you don't want anything at all, and I'm reading too much into it. Maybe that's all. Maybe I'm scaring/upsetting myself for absolutely no reason.
This could all be bullshit.
It's very possible. It's happened before; why should you be different?
oh, shvibzik. stop being so tangled, because i'm getting trapped in you.