Rehab LII.2: always had a feeling this would pass (tonight i won't say)

[phoenix_moth]

he said so many things i always wanted to hear

he did what i dreamed of

it was so wrong
it should not have been him

and that is why it didn't feel like it should have.

but now i will never be able to hear or feel those things again without thinking of him and then they'll be dirty

i am spoiled in the back of the refrigerator. damaged goods. except i was never goods.

damaged bads?