Peace
Yesterday was the greatest , calmest best day in awhile. Last night was the best most amazing sleep I have had in over a week. The anxiety of things that have gone the last couple weeks was allowing me only a hour of sleep a night and I was running on fumes. I feel refreshed. I feel anew. Today is day two in a really good cycle me thinks. Yesterday I went with D and picked up more babes clothes, a crib, a carseat from a long time family friend who lives across the way from my parents in cobourg. It was great to see her again. I havent seen her in awhile. She has one son so all the stuff was boy stuff, but I think thats what this one is anyway..and if its not..well girls can wear blue right? The crib is amazing its like solid wood....so nice of her to give me that stuff. Thank you again to D for the use of her van and for driving my all over hells acers, its greatly appreciated. We also went to the midwife...which was excellent. we start going every week starting next visit....ohh its getting close. It was confirmed again that the pool willl be avaliable to use after the lady who has it now (shes due this week) uses it , its ours...wohoo...pool party at my house..lol. I am so excited. We heard the babes heartbeat, babe is head down, back out and my BP was great. I was a little worried about the BP thing this visit, so worried I broke out in hives right before she took it..lol..just with things that have gone on the last 2 weeks, I thought for sure my BP would be skyhigh ...it wasnt. I also picked up while I was there some more mat clothes. I really do need more shirts and stuff, but with only a month left...I dont know. Maybe I will go take a peek a VV this weekend and pick up a few more things. But the visit went amazing. D got to meet the midwife , and chat about what was going to happen and how. We drove down to cobourg, got to see my daddy for a bit and say hi to my sis..it was great. driving was so relaxing...ahhhhh....then we came home and I spent the afternoon sponging, proofing, rising , shaping callah bread for last nights rit. It was such an awesome rit...you girls rawk...I havent "DONE" ritual in soooo long...where I have actully had a part. It was nice. I feel like I need to set up my birthing alter today and say a few words. I really did to work on that aspect of myself. I have been saying that for months. How is it that we get so busy in our lives that were able to forget about our spiritual stuff? Is that normal? I need to get to know the Gods again. They have done so many amazing things for me lately and I just havent been open to alot of the change till now. It feels good. I might be coming and asking alot of questions to people in the next little bit. I am going to do this.
My plans for today :
-I think I am going to set up a new LJ...if you would like my nick...drop me a line at veghead_5@hotmail.com and I will add you as a friend. Better yet, email me and I will email you the nick when I get it and we will go from there *smiles*
-Its a rainy day, I think I am going to spend the day cleaning/healing my house...do a full healing clean...filling the house with the positive energy that we all should live in.
-Take the kids out for a rain walk....*smiles*
Talk to you all later...again make sure you email me to get my new LJ nick...I will be changing over today.
Phoenix
My plans for today :
-I think I am going to set up a new LJ...if you would like my nick...drop me a line at veghead_5@hotmail.com and I will add you as a friend. Better yet, email me and I will email you the nick when I get it and we will go from there *smiles*
-Its a rainy day, I think I am going to spend the day cleaning/healing my house...do a full healing clean...filling the house with the positive energy that we all should live in.
-Take the kids out for a rain walk....*smiles*
Talk to you all later...again make sure you email me to get my new LJ nick...I will be changing over today.
Phoenix