Christian sends me a texts
I miss you. I was angry, and you still don't understand why. I do want you to be happy. What angered me was that you immediately got into a relationship with someone else. No one would be happy about that. It made me feel like a piece of meat, to be replaced as soon as you found the next piece. So yeah, I can't forgive that. I know you have moved on and wtf ever, that's fine. But I will never be over you just moving on within a few weeks. Hope you are happy now. You win.
This is what Christian sent me. I hadn't contacted him in weeks after he called me a whore. I had told him that Jose treated me really well and that he treats me the way I wanted him to treat me and he got angry and we fought back and forth for a while. He tried to hurt by saying he was talking to a girl, that she was more independent etc. I told him to not treat her the way he treated me. I told him he shouldn't be saying things like he misses me if he's talking to this girl cause it's disrespectful to her and that I didn't like it when he did that the first two years while we were together. That he better treat her right or I'd be pissed and then I told him fuck off. And then he sends me this hours later.
You know what? You are right. I was fucking terrible. I know that. I know that I will never be happy. Which is why I can't be with anyone. I'm broken. I'm so sorry for what you went through. You deserved better. I know. I pray to god that this guy ends up being right for you and that he will give you all the love I should have given you. My bad. I don't know how to love. It's so fucking true. I was blessed to be with you, and I fucked it up, bad. I know. I'm not asking you to forgive me. I don't even forgive myself. I just want you to know that regardless of how you feel about me, I hope you know that I will always wish you the best. Jose too. If he is honest to god the person you think he is, then I hope you can become happy for the rest of your life, Stephanie. I don't think you are a whore or anything like that. Trust me. I'm mad at not being able to do things right. But I will end it right with you. You deserve the best. Take care.
I didn't respond. I wish he would just leave me alone. The love I had for him disappeared after he called me a whore. He made me miserable while we were together and tries to hurts me even after we are broken up. You know what nothing you say can hurt me anymore cause I no longer care what you think. I know who I am and that's all that matters. Think what you want.
This is what Christian sent me. I hadn't contacted him in weeks after he called me a whore. I had told him that Jose treated me really well and that he treats me the way I wanted him to treat me and he got angry and we fought back and forth for a while. He tried to hurt by saying he was talking to a girl, that she was more independent etc. I told him to not treat her the way he treated me. I told him he shouldn't be saying things like he misses me if he's talking to this girl cause it's disrespectful to her and that I didn't like it when he did that the first two years while we were together. That he better treat her right or I'd be pissed and then I told him fuck off. And then he sends me this hours later.
You know what? You are right. I was fucking terrible. I know that. I know that I will never be happy. Which is why I can't be with anyone. I'm broken. I'm so sorry for what you went through. You deserved better. I know. I pray to god that this guy ends up being right for you and that he will give you all the love I should have given you. My bad. I don't know how to love. It's so fucking true. I was blessed to be with you, and I fucked it up, bad. I know. I'm not asking you to forgive me. I don't even forgive myself. I just want you to know that regardless of how you feel about me, I hope you know that I will always wish you the best. Jose too. If he is honest to god the person you think he is, then I hope you can become happy for the rest of your life, Stephanie. I don't think you are a whore or anything like that. Trust me. I'm mad at not being able to do things right. But I will end it right with you. You deserve the best. Take care.
I didn't respond. I wish he would just leave me alone. The love I had for him disappeared after he called me a whore. He made me miserable while we were together and tries to hurts me even after we are broken up. You know what nothing you say can hurt me anymore cause I no longer care what you think. I know who I am and that's all that matters. Think what you want.