:/
I won't say who wrote this but I read it on their myspace blog. I'm figuring it's about me...
(My feelings on a girl from a while ago, it comes and goes, written on 7/10)
Why is it that I can't seem to make things work out for me? There is this girl that I like, she prob knows it too. Shit Ill just say it. We knew each other in H/S. Back in the day. Im talking about P.R. days. So thats spills the beans pretty much. Well, back in the day, she liked me. We didnt really talk, actually we talked like once a week, if any. I wasnt interested then. I was like 16 and though I like girls, I wanted to hang out with my friends more. It affected my life a little, cause I really didnt have a girlfriend because of that state of mind. All I wanted to do was either go to volleyball/basketball practice after school, play video games with my boys, hang out around all the seniors who had cars (that was a big thing during that age, driving anywhere anytime you could). So basically, I didnt pay this girl any mind. Fucking mistake. Life goes on, I move to GA, meet knew ppl, and out of nowhere, bang! She finds me, after 7 yrs and starts a conversation with me. Over time, I find out how she felt about me all those years ago. We talk and talk for a few months, and little do i know, Im falling for this girl. She is almost everything I want in a girl. No girl is perfect, everyone has their faults. But this girl is right there. She is beautiful, first of all. A wonderful smile that makes you weak inside. The eyes and a face that would make you think about her all day. The fact that she likes video games, which is hard to find a girl that does, so thats a damn bonus times infinity. An anime geek, which is hot, and give better conversation pieces when times are dull. And damnit, I fucked it up before i had a chance. She has this guy, and they are happy. And i pretty much suck. I went to see her a little bit ago. things were awesome. The last day, I go ahead and fuck it up. I ask for a kiss, before I leave to go back home to GA. I get denied. I knew it would happen. Its justice, on her part, for what I didnt do in H/S. She doesnt view me like that. More as...if I had to say it, as a brother. After talking for months on the phone, thats what I had become really. Im jealous at the other guy. Im angry at myself. Im frustrated for what could have been. Im happy for her. Im sad for me. Im lost. Its the worst feeling.
I didn't know he felt that way...I knew he liked me a little but not like that. It's weird. But I'll just keep things going like it's normal.
(My feelings on a girl from a while ago, it comes and goes, written on 7/10)
Why is it that I can't seem to make things work out for me? There is this girl that I like, she prob knows it too. Shit Ill just say it. We knew each other in H/S. Back in the day. Im talking about P.R. days. So thats spills the beans pretty much. Well, back in the day, she liked me. We didnt really talk, actually we talked like once a week, if any. I wasnt interested then. I was like 16 and though I like girls, I wanted to hang out with my friends more. It affected my life a little, cause I really didnt have a girlfriend because of that state of mind. All I wanted to do was either go to volleyball/basketball practice after school, play video games with my boys, hang out around all the seniors who had cars (that was a big thing during that age, driving anywhere anytime you could). So basically, I didnt pay this girl any mind. Fucking mistake. Life goes on, I move to GA, meet knew ppl, and out of nowhere, bang! She finds me, after 7 yrs and starts a conversation with me. Over time, I find out how she felt about me all those years ago. We talk and talk for a few months, and little do i know, Im falling for this girl. She is almost everything I want in a girl. No girl is perfect, everyone has their faults. But this girl is right there. She is beautiful, first of all. A wonderful smile that makes you weak inside. The eyes and a face that would make you think about her all day. The fact that she likes video games, which is hard to find a girl that does, so thats a damn bonus times infinity. An anime geek, which is hot, and give better conversation pieces when times are dull. And damnit, I fucked it up before i had a chance. She has this guy, and they are happy. And i pretty much suck. I went to see her a little bit ago. things were awesome. The last day, I go ahead and fuck it up. I ask for a kiss, before I leave to go back home to GA. I get denied. I knew it would happen. Its justice, on her part, for what I didnt do in H/S. She doesnt view me like that. More as...if I had to say it, as a brother. After talking for months on the phone, thats what I had become really. Im jealous at the other guy. Im angry at myself. Im frustrated for what could have been. Im happy for her. Im sad for me. Im lost. Its the worst feeling.
I didn't know he felt that way...I knew he liked me a little but not like that. It's weird. But I'll just keep things going like it's normal.