Twisted love (another writer's block breaker)
His back is to me and he is on his way to the door, without thinking I pick up the glass vase to my right and hurl it at the door. It shatters in an explosion of glass and puff of petals as it crashes into the wall right beside the door as his hand comes up to rest on the door knob. He goes completely still and the muscles in his back stiffen "Don't fucking walk away from me.." I say in a way to soft tone of voice that seems out of place after such a furious action. He knows when I use that tone i'm beyond fury or even anger.. and he reacts just as I was hoping he would. He turns and looks at me with clear anger in his stormy dark blue eyes as he stalks back over and in one quick action grabs both my wrists in his right hand and forces them over my head as he uses his body to pin me to the wall. "Don't Push me tonight, I already told you we are through" He says in a low tone of voice.
I tip my head up and meet his furious eyes with my own anger filled ones and defiently tip my head back so I can hold his gaze "Why? becasue I told you I don't want you?" I nearly spit at him. As I do so I can feel the air in the room chance around us, it almost seems to crackle with anger, hate and discust. I can see in his eyes my words both hurt and angered him. As he hears them his fingers tighten around my wrists to the point I know i'm going to have bruises from his fingers, and I have to bite my lower lip so as not to let out a gasp of pain. "Yes, i'm done with your lies Carrie" He says in a tone filled with venom and hate as he lets go of my wrists and turns his back on me again. As he does so and starts to walk away I slide down the wall and end up proped up against it as tears finally come to my eyes. "I don't want you Kai.. I need you" I say in a low pain filled voice as I watch his back. He pauses again and half turns his body and looks completely stunned by my words. "Say that again..?" he asks in a low tone filled with disbelife almost like he can't believe what he just heard. "I don't want you Kai.. I need you or.. I did" I say to him as the tears that were glistening in my eyes finally stream down my cheeks as I sits crumpled against the wall.
A look of great pain comes over Kai's face as he walks back over to her and sinks to his knees in front of her. He reaches out to wrap his arms gently around her shoulders and pull Carrie into his lap with her head against his chest as he sits back and rocks her gently "i'm sorry Baby.. can you ever forgive me?" Kai asks in a low, tear filled voice as he holds her close and finally seems to realize just how close he came to losing the best thing in his life.
I tip my head up and meet his furious eyes with my own anger filled ones and defiently tip my head back so I can hold his gaze "Why? becasue I told you I don't want you?" I nearly spit at him. As I do so I can feel the air in the room chance around us, it almost seems to crackle with anger, hate and discust. I can see in his eyes my words both hurt and angered him. As he hears them his fingers tighten around my wrists to the point I know i'm going to have bruises from his fingers, and I have to bite my lower lip so as not to let out a gasp of pain. "Yes, i'm done with your lies Carrie" He says in a tone filled with venom and hate as he lets go of my wrists and turns his back on me again. As he does so and starts to walk away I slide down the wall and end up proped up against it as tears finally come to my eyes. "I don't want you Kai.. I need you" I say in a low pain filled voice as I watch his back. He pauses again and half turns his body and looks completely stunned by my words. "Say that again..?" he asks in a low tone filled with disbelife almost like he can't believe what he just heard. "I don't want you Kai.. I need you or.. I did" I say to him as the tears that were glistening in my eyes finally stream down my cheeks as I sits crumpled against the wall.
A look of great pain comes over Kai's face as he walks back over to her and sinks to his knees in front of her. He reaches out to wrap his arms gently around her shoulders and pull Carrie into his lap with her head against his chest as he sits back and rocks her gently "i'm sorry Baby.. can you ever forgive me?" Kai asks in a low, tear filled voice as he holds her close and finally seems to realize just how close he came to losing the best thing in his life.