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So, today is Thursday. Meaning yesterday was Wednesday. It was a good Wednesday at that.
Yesterday I had a tennis match in Narragansett which Tyler went to go watch. That was fun, we lost miserably, but I could care less. The most interesting thing happened though, and I almost got that fight I've been craving.
After I was done playing and everything, someone hit a tennis ball way up. I called out 'heads' cause I knew it was gonna hit someone... turns out it hit this kids milk as he was drinking it and spilt it all over the place and him. I know, hilarious. So of course, I laughed. This kid didn't take it too well. In fact, he started talking in a string of fucks and threatened to get a baseball bat out of his car and beat my ass. Hah, ammusing. So this kid stands up and gets in my face, which was just funny considering it's me... and Tyler... and we both have been doing karate for, who knows how long. Anyways, turns out he is all talk and just enjoys saying the word fuck. There was no fight and his coach got sooo pissed. All in all, it was good fun. After that Tyler and I decided to leave before causing any more trouble, even though we didn't even cause the trouble. In fact, I had nothing to do with the entire incident other than the fact that I laughed and he got pissed and needed someone to vent it on. I'm half glad he didn't start a fight with me cause I know I'd regret hurting him afterwards. But damn, I really could have gone for a good brawl, especially cause I'm sure his friends would have jumped in.
Anyways, so Tyler and I left and jus drove around Narragansett for a while, but as there is not really much to do there, we went back to his house and just hung out. I ended up staying longer than anticipated, infact I stayed for dinner... not that I'm complaining or anything. We basically talked the whole time and just hung out, used his workout equipment a little. I'm jealous, I wish I had some... and room to throw kicks. Anyways, so it was really cool to learn about him. He is such a smart kid, and we have a slew of common interests; in other words I could have talked to him all night really... I mean, it was 8 when I left cause he had homework to do and his parents were gettin all... do your homework on him lol.
On another note... I had a huge case of deja vu yesterday. I don't even know how to explain it. At Tyler's house, we were just sitting on his bed talking and all of a suddent I looked to the TV.. and everything, I mean EVERYTHING, I had seen and felt before. The commercial that was on, the guitar tab poster on the wall behind the TV and the bo-staff leaning right next to it. Even his presence there, the very feeling of it, it was exactly the same. And then all of a sudden, everything I looked at had this tinge of blue to it, just like in my dream. I had no idea what to think. I mean I just stopped and starred and when he asked what I was doing I just had to tell him, it rolled out of my mouth and I didn't even expect it to. He totally agreed with me, said it happens to him a lot. I mean, the deja vu part I can grasp... but the tinge of blue? I don't know what to think even now. It is one of those things, considering my horrible memory, that is purely vivid. The stranger thing to me though is the feeling I had when the blue came across my vision. It was like... a wave of tranquility crashed on me and it was all I could see. I don't know how else to put what happened, it was just strange. It's been a while since something spiritual like that has happened to me, maybe that's why it is sticking out in my mind so much. But between that and the conversations I was able to hold with him, it makes me want to read all these books I have over again.
I really just don't know.
Wow, anyways getting so in to that was unexpected, and now I'm not sure what else I wanted to say. Don't think I'm obssessing over Tyler in this entry, its just that that whole deja vu thing totally threw me off.
Today I gave blood and went to karate. It was fun. Danielle is sick and so didn't take class, but its cool cause she was still there. The demo for Saturday is looking pretty sweet, can't wait for the spectacular.
Don't know what else to say, mom is going away this weekend.
I think I'm getting to hang out with Tim Heff. Score.
Anyways, I'd say this is my last entry in this journal. So... so long.
-K
P.S.
I'm gay.
Yesterday I had a tennis match in Narragansett which Tyler went to go watch. That was fun, we lost miserably, but I could care less. The most interesting thing happened though, and I almost got that fight I've been craving.
After I was done playing and everything, someone hit a tennis ball way up. I called out 'heads' cause I knew it was gonna hit someone... turns out it hit this kids milk as he was drinking it and spilt it all over the place and him. I know, hilarious. So of course, I laughed. This kid didn't take it too well. In fact, he started talking in a string of fucks and threatened to get a baseball bat out of his car and beat my ass. Hah, ammusing. So this kid stands up and gets in my face, which was just funny considering it's me... and Tyler... and we both have been doing karate for, who knows how long. Anyways, turns out he is all talk and just enjoys saying the word fuck. There was no fight and his coach got sooo pissed. All in all, it was good fun. After that Tyler and I decided to leave before causing any more trouble, even though we didn't even cause the trouble. In fact, I had nothing to do with the entire incident other than the fact that I laughed and he got pissed and needed someone to vent it on. I'm half glad he didn't start a fight with me cause I know I'd regret hurting him afterwards. But damn, I really could have gone for a good brawl, especially cause I'm sure his friends would have jumped in.
Anyways, so Tyler and I left and jus drove around Narragansett for a while, but as there is not really much to do there, we went back to his house and just hung out. I ended up staying longer than anticipated, infact I stayed for dinner... not that I'm complaining or anything. We basically talked the whole time and just hung out, used his workout equipment a little. I'm jealous, I wish I had some... and room to throw kicks. Anyways, so it was really cool to learn about him. He is such a smart kid, and we have a slew of common interests; in other words I could have talked to him all night really... I mean, it was 8 when I left cause he had homework to do and his parents were gettin all... do your homework on him lol.
On another note... I had a huge case of deja vu yesterday. I don't even know how to explain it. At Tyler's house, we were just sitting on his bed talking and all of a suddent I looked to the TV.. and everything, I mean EVERYTHING, I had seen and felt before. The commercial that was on, the guitar tab poster on the wall behind the TV and the bo-staff leaning right next to it. Even his presence there, the very feeling of it, it was exactly the same. And then all of a sudden, everything I looked at had this tinge of blue to it, just like in my dream. I had no idea what to think. I mean I just stopped and starred and when he asked what I was doing I just had to tell him, it rolled out of my mouth and I didn't even expect it to. He totally agreed with me, said it happens to him a lot. I mean, the deja vu part I can grasp... but the tinge of blue? I don't know what to think even now. It is one of those things, considering my horrible memory, that is purely vivid. The stranger thing to me though is the feeling I had when the blue came across my vision. It was like... a wave of tranquility crashed on me and it was all I could see. I don't know how else to put what happened, it was just strange. It's been a while since something spiritual like that has happened to me, maybe that's why it is sticking out in my mind so much. But between that and the conversations I was able to hold with him, it makes me want to read all these books I have over again.
I really just don't know.
Wow, anyways getting so in to that was unexpected, and now I'm not sure what else I wanted to say. Don't think I'm obssessing over Tyler in this entry, its just that that whole deja vu thing totally threw me off.
Today I gave blood and went to karate. It was fun. Danielle is sick and so didn't take class, but its cool cause she was still there. The demo for Saturday is looking pretty sweet, can't wait for the spectacular.
Don't know what else to say, mom is going away this weekend.
I think I'm getting to hang out with Tim Heff. Score.
Anyways, I'd say this is my last entry in this journal. So... so long.
-K
P.S.
I'm gay.