Ego Depletion
Ego depletion - when your willpower is used up to your limit
I think my body finally reaches its limit. Around three days ago I got a major vertigo and now my body shows signs of incoming flu. Lately I got irritated easily and unconsciously being rude at some people I know intimately (until they slapped that fact of me being rude to my face, that is). I think handling many big projects at the same time use up all of my willpower and now I'm in ego-depletion state which cannot easily regenerate. I will keep bitching for few more days, I think, and use my sharp tongue into its full potential until my willpower back to its normal amount. So I'm sorry in advance for all my campus mate (or whoever know me and my sarcastic-nagging-bitch mode, seriously) because I'll fill your ears with my sharp remarks for another few days. Just be patient with me, folks! You know how my mouth works! who's my campus mate that gonna read this, anyway? Talk about wrong announcement in wrong place.
p.s: the good news is my paper for international conference in Malaysia finally got an approval. so I think my ego-depletion is kinda worth it. Next stop: Prague, baby! I'm coming, you Feminists in Czech!