The State of Me....
it seems that my "fun" has ended...I do not feel all that bad actually, I mean "as far as I know my fun has ended" But I see more and newer fun on the horizon...fun can be complicated...and i must constantly remind my self that most people are not at all Like me, meaning equipped the way I am. too much confusion...people saying one thing and then acting in a different way...I understand the need for "control" but it seems that I had non, no imput really..this will now stop. and there are others I will focus on from now on, few people in our little circle can "deal" as I can.
so now it is over...
and new adventures are begining.
yes I realize that i am being vauge...