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7/30/2005
Today went well and smoothly, though it wasn't my healthiest of days. I spent 8+ hours sittting on my bed playing the same video game. Final Fantasy 10 which I've already beat once. Wish I got paid for that 8 hours. I'm not supposed to try to work yet, though.
Maclean did some shopping today. He used a WIC voucher for $14.00 of it. Some help is better than nothing.
He found a way to rig the red car so we can use it for longer distances. Cool! I can go renew my psych. referral for 12 more visits. I have to keep on top of this stuff or I'll blow it and forget and then it'll be too late or I'll need meds that I can't refill etc.
Still need to call the OB about where to schedule the sonogram. This will be my second. During the intial sonogram I saw the head, and appendages, and the heart beating. Maclean has been more affectionate to me lately regarding my pregnancy/the baby. Things have been better overall though I still feel somewhat edgy despite the Klonopin. But I haven't been on the Effexor that long (again) yet. Have to give that little while longer too.
I really want to get out of the house and maybe play disc golf tomorrrow. Maclean wants to go to Billy's land in West Virginia. I don't think I can sit in the car that long with any level of comfort. The being in the woods of West Virginia part would suit me fine. I am afraid. I don't like to ride squished in cars behind tall people in the morning when I just woke up. Or at all. I don't mind driving, but we cant drive the red car to WV. I feel like that in the front seat of that car anyway. (Also I shouldn't drive on my meds.) Maclean doesn't understand. The people we're riding with will think I'm a total nut if I want/need to stop during the drive. I think it's only like a 1 1/2 hour drive. I'm really stressing about this because I need ot get out and I know Maclean wants to go. And I don't want to be alone all day tomorrow. Also I feel like I'm a loser to our hosts because I got fired from Billy's dad's company. I like to at least feel somewhat equal to the people I'm spending time with. I do like them though.
Man, this entry's making me feel bad, I think I'm going to bed.
Today went well and smoothly, though it wasn't my healthiest of days. I spent 8+ hours sittting on my bed playing the same video game. Final Fantasy 10 which I've already beat once. Wish I got paid for that 8 hours. I'm not supposed to try to work yet, though.
Maclean did some shopping today. He used a WIC voucher for $14.00 of it. Some help is better than nothing.
He found a way to rig the red car so we can use it for longer distances. Cool! I can go renew my psych. referral for 12 more visits. I have to keep on top of this stuff or I'll blow it and forget and then it'll be too late or I'll need meds that I can't refill etc.
Still need to call the OB about where to schedule the sonogram. This will be my second. During the intial sonogram I saw the head, and appendages, and the heart beating. Maclean has been more affectionate to me lately regarding my pregnancy/the baby. Things have been better overall though I still feel somewhat edgy despite the Klonopin. But I haven't been on the Effexor that long (again) yet. Have to give that little while longer too.
I really want to get out of the house and maybe play disc golf tomorrrow. Maclean wants to go to Billy's land in West Virginia. I don't think I can sit in the car that long with any level of comfort. The being in the woods of West Virginia part would suit me fine. I am afraid. I don't like to ride squished in cars behind tall people in the morning when I just woke up. Or at all. I don't mind driving, but we cant drive the red car to WV. I feel like that in the front seat of that car anyway. (Also I shouldn't drive on my meds.) Maclean doesn't understand. The people we're riding with will think I'm a total nut if I want/need to stop during the drive. I think it's only like a 1 1/2 hour drive. I'm really stressing about this because I need ot get out and I know Maclean wants to go. And I don't want to be alone all day tomorrow. Also I feel like I'm a loser to our hosts because I got fired from Billy's dad's company. I like to at least feel somewhat equal to the people I'm spending time with. I do like them though.
Man, this entry's making me feel bad, I think I'm going to bed.