today's ironic reference comes from spinal tap
pain up to eleven today; also bad for last several days but not this bad. probably why I've been feeling awful and emotionally screwy all week (not helped because sleep is broken etc.) methadone + celebrex + two percocet + heat help some but not a huge amount. exhausted. lowgrade fever? something. sweaty anyway, pain in all diodes down left side and some in right.
taking today lightly. tempted to rebook tomorrow's psych appt. (thursday night plans good for emotional health and would be kind of depressed if missed. anyone else want to come and see a documentary about Antarctica with me and the (larger) boy? 7PM showing at the Grand Illusion (50th and University Ave); cute little independent theater. my friday plans will help a good bit with pain actually. and also mental health.
blood tests came back inconclusive. getting saliva test w/ dentist (better indicator than blood test).
resting.
cool stuff:
from awils1 (who frequently finds extremely awesome stuff) synthetic biology, ethics and the hacker culture.
from my beautiful and amazing girl: arctic unicorns (narwhal).
eta: found movie on dvd. cancelled that. have nothing until friday (which is at spa so will help w/ pain).
taking today lightly. tempted to rebook tomorrow's psych appt. (thursday night plans good for emotional health and would be kind of depressed if missed. anyone else want to come and see a documentary about Antarctica with me and the (larger) boy? 7PM showing at the Grand Illusion (50th and University Ave); cute little independent theater. my friday plans will help a good bit with pain actually. and also mental health.
blood tests came back inconclusive. getting saliva test w/ dentist (better indicator than blood test).
resting.
cool stuff:
from awils1 (who frequently finds extremely awesome stuff) synthetic biology, ethics and the hacker culture.
from my beautiful and amazing girl: arctic unicorns (narwhal).
eta: found movie on dvd. cancelled that. have nothing until friday (which is at spa so will help w/ pain).