Aug 28, 2005 00:55
I HATE BEING THE ONE WHO SITS THERE AND LISTENS TO PEOPLES PROBLEMS THEN THEY TURN ON ME THE NEXT SECOND ACTING AS THOUGH IM THE FUCKING ENEMY, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, I HELP EVERYONE ELSE WHAT ABOUT ME I HAVE MY OWN FUCKING PROBLEMS. LIFE ISNT WORTH THIS SHIT, WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING, WHERE IS MY FUCKING TRUE LOVE. WTF IS WRONG WITH GOD, HE SURE HAS A FUCKED UP SENSE OF HUMOR TO FUCK WITH ME LIFE THIS WAY. MAYBE HE WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF!?! IM TIRED OF BEING THE BITCH I WANT TO BE IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE FOR ONCE! I KNO U PEOPLE DONT GIVE A SHIT BUT GUESS WHAT IM TYPING THIS ANYWAY! SO IF U DONT CARE DONT READ IT AND FUCK OFF!
GOD WTF IS WRONG WITH ME IM SO FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD MAYBE I SHOULD DIE AND MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE!