broken hearts and shit faced lovers

[phily121]

I dated this girl renee in the 7th and 8th grade, we broke up cause she moved to florida. but i moved to florida and that hurt even more knowing she was right there. then i moved back to alaska and the first day of school she was right there next to me in english. her hair her face her eyes her every moment of life beautiful, we became best friends. but she has a lover named bryan, he is a shit faced liar, he doesnt love her he doenst even see them together in the future. she is planning their future together and he doesnt want one. i am so deeply in love with her read this...

MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
u kno renee and i went out a long time ago, well she was my first love and ive never gotten over her and now she is in my reach and i cant have her cause she has bryan, but i love her and it isnt just infatuation i mean i love her more than anyone in the world and i dont kno what to do i feel like dying when i see her with him and i want to tell her how i fell, but will it ruin our friendship..??
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:

You have just sent a Nudge!

>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
I knew that
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
I KNEW IT
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
SHUT UP
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
cuz everytime they kiss or do something
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
you make a commment about it
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
lol
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
I knew it
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
awwww
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
i kno
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
thats so cute
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
O HUSH
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
I would def tell her before you leave
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
ur horrible
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
to get it off your chest
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
cuz if you dont you might regret it
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
i was going to tell her the night i leave
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
do it
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
def.
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
i was going to like stop at her house and tell her
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
no do it before you leave
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
it could be too late then
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
it wont be too late cause nothing is going to happen anways
MY PARTY IS AUG 13-14 says:
she loves bryan
>.*.<..KELLY..>.*.< says:
you never know

what do i do??

why me?

life isnt worth living if my heart cant have what it wants and what it wants is already taken...