May 01, 2006 03:06
...Outdoor fucking starts today!"
An old couplet explaining Beltaine, the pagan holiday of Fertility. On this day, pagans would hold ceremony outdoors, with lots of sex... infact, an orgy. The idea was that by having sex in the fields, the plants would get the idea and fertalize for a strong crop that year. I always considered this to be a rediculous... cute holiday. I've never celebrated it "properly" nor do I ever intend to, but it is historically hilarious.
Anyway, aside from odd Pagan fests, and finals, my life is already complicated, but how like life, you get one problem and that's never enough, two, and you're not even started. Three? And you're working on it.
I think that my life has been really great so far. I'm happy with it, however I'm at a crossroads and I don't really know where to turn anymore. I have time. This will be a fairly drastic change as far as my academics are concerned, but it won't actually do any harm in the long run.
Had an interesting conversation, but I'm not really in the mood to give a synopsis, nor is it really my place to since it is kinda personal, however, I can say this: I said something I don't think I'd ever expected myself to say, and I'm actually feeling good about it.
Well, I should lay down... it's about that time again... in fact, it was about that time at 1 AM when I was watching a movie with Kat (I invited martin but he had an early final).
Foolproof is a fine movie, the only reason few know of it is because it's canadian.
I suggest it highly.
Exhausted, and sick of sentences,
-Dylan
college