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I need to stop writing all my papers at 3 in the morning. Sure, they turn out fine, and they're not complete bullshit. But i get SO hungry this early in the morning for NO reason. It doesnt make sense! In half an hour, after resisting the urge to eat crap, i'll go to bed and wake up not hungry at all until dinner. Which brings me to my next point; i need to eat mroe than one crappy meal a day. at least 2 crappy meals a day. Sure, i've lost weight (and good weight, not muscle), but its probably attributing to my lack of sleep.
Starting tomorrow night; more sleep for phil. It will help calm my nerves some.
My shit was totally ruined by 10,000 dollar speakers today. The most beautiful things i have ever heard. It was like God was talking to me, but instead of dying I just salivated and the cut myself because I'm emo, and i cut myself just to feel.
*emo voice* I hate the world, but mostly myself. */emo voice*
Starting tomorrow night; more sleep for phil. It will help calm my nerves some.
My shit was totally ruined by 10,000 dollar speakers today. The most beautiful things i have ever heard. It was like God was talking to me, but instead of dying I just salivated and the cut myself because I'm emo, and i cut myself just to feel.
*emo voice* I hate the world, but mostly myself. */emo voice*