Forever & Ever 32.2

[phillipthefrog]

Title: Forever & Ever (Miseinen Sequel)
Author: Zion Shadowlet
Beta: butterflysaga(the bitch)
Characters: Aoi, Uruha, Ruki, Reita, Kai and many OCs (Fuwa etc.)
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha and more~
Genre: Drama, Romance, Friendship, Comedy
Rating: NC17
Summary: Six years have passed since the summer at the Dazai Bright Future Retreat for Troubled Children. The boys meet in an

Comments

[in_bloom81]

You've been doing an amazing job of building their relationship ever since Miseinen.

Uruha's loyalty and love for Aoi is so endearing. I can say Uruha is a very strong person , otherwise there were many instances where Aoi would have deeply hurt him enough to make Uruha say something harsh as well. Uruha stayed meek though and never let Aoi's words get in the way of their relationship. But then again, I wonder if Uruha has remained totally unscathed? Most likely he does get damaged a little everytime Aoi pushes him away even if Uruha knows Aoi doesn't hurt him on purpose.
Aoi is that person who does mess things up because of his insecurity , but who I can never be mad at. What he is going through is so 'real'. I always say he is lucky that Uruha is always there desparately eager and willing to help him out. Aoi worries he will bring Uruha down with him and that he doesn't even deserve someone lke Uruha. But Uruha sees both of them as equals..it's wonderful how Uruha doesn't feel like he qwes Aoi anything~ Uruha doesn't think he was a charity case that Aoi helped and Uru should repay him. Uruha firmly belives they help each other out. Too bad Aoi doesn't get that yet.
I feel bad for both of them. People like Aoi who don't know their own worth suffer a lot and make their loved ones suffer as well. Uruha is a person who though isn't aware or conscious of his own worth (which I appreciate about him), he at least isn't the type who will throw happiness away thinking he doesn't deserve it.
Uruha isn't an aggressive person like Ruki who would perhaps do something like grab Aoi's collar and scream at him and beg him in a commanding voice to not be like that. Aoi is not someone like Reita who doesn't think analyse and evaluate life. Uruha has always been very gently offering his hand to comfort and help. But if Aoi keeps denying it he'll keep hurting Uru, which is such a pity since they have full possibilities to be so happy with each other. If only Aoi overcomes his insecurity. Which isn't going to be easy considering what he has been through and the kind of person he is :'(