Comments | phillips_bijou: Step one

phillips_bijou

Step one

Feb 11, 2004 08:17

1. We admitted we were powerless over narcotics -- that our lives had become unmanageable. Step one and here I am, freshly enrolled and oh so proud of myself. It's been 9 days since I've used, and I have never felt more alive, ever ( Read more... )

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_jlconnelly February 10 2004, 19:05:40 UTC

You are in my prayers, darling.

-Jen

Re: phillips_bijou February 10 2004, 19:07:22 UTC

That means the world to me, beautiful. Thank you.

stephentrask February 11 2004, 01:56:27 UTC

just take everything slow. now's your chance to look out for you. thank you for calling me today. thank you for not disappearing. it means a lot to see you pulling it together and being so brave.

Re: phillips_bijou February 12 2004, 09:31:54 UTC

thank you for not making me want to dissapear.
i'll always be your trailer trash princess.

momma loves you.
:-*

fab_boy February 11 2004, 05:46:55 UTC

There's nothing to forgive, sweetie. I made you a victim of my jealous insecurities... it's one of my many failings and I'm glad you're not holding it against me. I try to be strong and beautiful, but now and again and I end up being weak and ugly.

I'm really proud of you for all you're doing for yourself right now. I've been where you are and it's a hard road, but it's so worth it in the end if you can see it through. Take pleasure in the small things, like cooking, and waking up while it's still daylight (I never realized how beautiful mornings could be until I started waking up to them without my body punishing me horribly for the mistakes of the night before) and seeing the world for the fucked up, gorgeous place it is and realizing that you have an important place in it.

I love you, baby. Stay strong... I'm on your side and cheering for you all the way.

Re: phillips_bijou February 12 2004, 09:29:50 UTC

You are the one I was waiting for a response from. I would bite my nails, drink some coffee, and stare at my screen, hoping if i refreshed the browser enough that i would see a reply from you, and then i did.
i always knew you were on my side..looks like we both a little muttled in our heightened emotions and crazed time frame.
you're my inspiration, my surrogate brother, my best friend.
thank you for not giving up on me. i love you.
:-*

-beej.