Mar 15, 2003 22:57
well i lied, i am burnt out on everything, i hate who i am, i don't understand girls, i over react to stuff now, i feel scared more often than not, i never know what to do about stuff because i am scared of the outcome, i am in love and i feel like i am a weak person for it...not weak like wow i am in love now what, but more like i hope i don't lose this person because i don't know what i would do. So basically i hate life right now. I have a job now, i goto school and i am in love with an amazing girl...but i still feel like crap...why? To be honest i am scared and i don't know what of. There really is no point to this post, but right now i feel like i have no control over stuff and i am scared that i might lose the people i love, even though there is nothing pointing to that conclusion. i suck