this is one of the last times i will write in this
Life is fuckin weird...when you are younger certain events and people seem to just pop in and out of your life, most times without even recognizing the impact. I am lucky to have many amazing people for friends and so many good times have been shared with them it makes my heart hurt. It is kinda scary to think about it but i have known jon for almost 9 years of my life and ryan for more than 6 by my calculations. To me that is amazing and as a result I would consider jon and ryan my two best friends, not for the issue of time, but just things we have done, a bond we have formed and feelings we share. At any rate today was probably one of the sadest days of my life...ryan moved out. If there was one person in chicago i know i could count on it was ryan and since he is one of my best friends seeing him move away is so fuckin hard for me. He is moving away for an amazing adventure of rock in which i envy him, but thats not to say i will not miss seeing him everday. I know i complain a lot and often times make trivial things seem like a huge deal, but this is honestly a huge thing for me. I love ryan like a brother and i am willing to do anything for him and seeing him leave chicago i probably one of the hardest things i have had to deal with in a long time. To me my friends are part of my family and i fuckin love the shit out of all of you. This may sound sapy, but take time to tell everyone you love how much you really care for them and how special they make your life. We are all growing older and some people are getting ready to do huge things with their lives and the fact that you see them everday now may not be the case in the future. I am kinda just throwing things out there right now, but my mind isn't totally collected right now so please understand. I am not sure who uses live journal anymore, but bekki, darin, heather, liz and everyone else i am unaware of having livejournal I love you, i miss you and thank you for being fuckin amazing.
This is one of my last random posts due to the fact that i feel the internet is fucking up communication between people and my feelings and thoughts on a thing like livejournal are not justified by how i really feel in any way. So this is it for the most part. I hope what i wrote was understandable. I love you all and thank for being part of my family. take care and be safe
This is one of my last random posts due to the fact that i feel the internet is fucking up communication between people and my feelings and thoughts on a thing like livejournal are not justified by how i really feel in any way. So this is it for the most part. I hope what i wrote was understandable. I love you all and thank for being part of my family. take care and be safe