i am so very overdue for a post, and i am so very overdue on calling all of you, and i'm sorry. i'm trying to get caught up these days
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Totally, Forest. That post was really just me venting. I feel much better now, actually, and things are looking up a bit. Part of it's just getting your mind to the right setting for the experience you're having, y'know? That goes for depression and hanging with Marta both. If you keep thinking "things would be so great if only X," life continues to suck, because X may not ever happen.
I had 18 days on the boat to think about cool stuff for me and Marta to do once I got to Seattle, but she's been so busy with other stuff and people that none of it's going to happen before I have to leave. Oh well. I just need to get back home and restart my own life, instead of trying to piggyback on other people's.
Speaking of DC, I'm probably going to head up to the capitol soon, actually. I'll be in Richmond by the 7th and I need to see Valentine (another ex-girlfriend) who's gonna be up there working. We should definitely hang while I'm there and you can tell me horror stories from your grad school application process, since I'm about to start into that.
I sooo know what you mean about "getting your mind to the right setting for the experience" and actually, I was thinking when I read your post originally how much it reminded me of all my issues with the Marta here who I was dating. She was (believe it or not) even flakier than the Marta you and I know. Like you, I had all these really awsome things planned for us to do and then when it didn't happen, it totally destroyed my expectations and made me really self-conscious. I was really hurt cuz I thought she was avoiding me and then I left this intense message on her voice mail and she called me back and was like, "what the hell are you talking about?! I've just been really busy!"
Yes, come visit me in the "nation's capitol" (ha!) Is your ex-g/f named Valentine or Valentina? One of my closest friends here is named Valentina...it'd be weird if she were your ex-g/f.
No one in particular. I'm catching a ride back to the alpaca ranch (outside Richmond) with my aunt Teri, who I'm going to try to meet in Santa Fe. The question is just whether I head straight home once I get there or head up to DC first.
I had 18 days on the boat to think about cool stuff for me and Marta to do once I got to Seattle, but she's been so busy with other stuff and people that none of it's going to happen before I have to leave. Oh well. I just need to get back home and restart my own life, instead of trying to piggyback on other people's.
Speaking of DC, I'm probably going to head up to the capitol soon, actually. I'll be in Richmond by the 7th and I need to see Valentine (another ex-girlfriend) who's gonna be up there working. We should definitely hang while I'm there and you can tell me horror stories from your grad school application process, since I'm about to start into that.
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Yes, come visit me in the "nation's capitol" (ha!) Is your ex-g/f named Valentine or Valentina? One of my closest friends here is named Valentina...it'd be weird if she were your ex-g/f.
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