Jun 23, 2004 17:03
sometimes you cant help but feel tired. at times i feel as though there's a fence between us, and i'm doing all i can to support you. that's all right and well, but sometimes i need a warm hug and support too.
training : after the dip that had been present the past few weeks i've gotten over it already. and to be better i think compared to march perhaps while keeping the basic stroke in the water, i've made it slightly more efficient, and been able to at least increase my frequency by 50 percent while being less tired. experience too? you dont row the same boat for one and a half years without getting a good idea of the way it performs in water conditions etc. i'm probably not going to end up on the podium so to say, but i'll get there and give myself a chance to.
the situation with the t2s is indeed quite bad as compared to the t1s i've a feeling that when push comes to shove, there'll not be a chance for you to prove definitively that you're better than your competing peers individually. morals aside, and sentiments aside, if anyone gets kicked out i hope its for the team's own good, and i hope that it is based on merit. moreover hopefully the situation with the ts will get the ks to work harder too.. final placings are going to be needed from both classes in order for us to get something going...
okay off to see you now. yesterday's carbo loading was really great. i mean it may be an excuse to pig out but well it didnt have some effect today. had 2 whopping big plates of pasta. oooh...