Sep 30, 2006 00:46
So yea...
I was in Leisure sports oday and i was talking to Whitney like always. Wellllll...she kinda sorta in a way had her ADHD pills on hand...I took about four of them...why? Cause I could. No depression or nothin...simply cause I could.
Funny thing is though...I got no high off of them. They did...what it's supposed to...I was focused...it was insane...I felt so at ease, I never feel that way. I felt like everything in life was just...ok. I even had some hope of a future while on them. Watching the animatronics trailers in Lit To Film...I saw it and said...
"That's it...That's what I want. I want to make that."
I have never said something like that...ever.
So I guess...all I really am saying out of this whole things is...I think I have ADHD...