its like i waited my whole life.
I was blogging about how we accidentally stumbled upon fireworks when the thought hit me. Accidental fireworks, the event and its value triggered a long forgotten memory, burried so deep that it took quite a while to surface( thats why it only came to me just now). The mental imagine of us standing on the marble seats above esplanade. The look of wonderment in my eyes as i watched the spectacle for the first time, the steely certainty i had that this was a sure tt tht we shud be together, the euphoria i felt when u held my hands. Insane. Because we werent meant to be together and that euphoria came and went as fast as a small fart. A fleeting emotion and period of time. That was one of the happiest moments of my life. It doesnt mean anything now but it meant something then. because it made me remember the level of happiness that i could possibly experience. Even though everything was a fake. Today, tonight, this time, i was with someone more special. the love of my life and despite the shabby rainy setting, it could not have been more perfect because we were alone, under the rain, hands intertwined, watching with wonder at the sky was littered with specks of red and gold.