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[phatma786]

ok so i have to say that im somewhat proud of myself. i really think im making some real progress. i havent counted calories in a long time. i have been working out everyday and i was afraid that exercise would become my new obsession BUT today i decided that since i worked out pretty much all week, i don't have to today. i have been eating three meals a day, indulging if i feel like it. i made appts with two potential therapists to see which one i like the most. i woke up by 9 am everyday this entire week, finished all my homework on time, and still got at least 8 hours of sleep a night. i have more energy than i can ever remember having. i laugh a lot. i smile even more. i havent had much trouble sleeping. looking in the mirror isn't depressing anymore. sometimes, i even think im kind of pretty.

im still not where i want to be but im getting there. wow. i rock. (and im not even being sarcastic this time)