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Its been a little while since Ive posted, Im not going to say too much cause Ive been too mixed up to properly organize my thoughts. I swamped with studying and papers, my fault. I cant seem to get the priorities straightened out. So feel pretty bad, the whole jen thing has been on my mind. Not the actual argument, because i havent even spoken to her yet. More just the not hanging out with her for a prolonged period of time for no reason. So it got me thinking to a post jen posted a long time ago, and it was a quiz. Jen's always been a sucker for quizes. And the question was - who do you respect most your age? The response - Neil end of story. I remember when i first read that, and i truly was lifted for a moment. I dont know her reasonings, dont even know if it still holds true. But its nice for a moment to have someones respect, not because they owe it to you, only because you earned it. First i want to say thanks for that memory. Second I know things are a little messed up right now, I dont know why, but I really respect you right now Jen. I have no idea why, but your life as a whole has dawned on me a little more then before. Maybe its because i was reading all your post trying to find that one about me(Get over yourself Neil), but I think I know you better than before. Anyways before i start to get too sentimental, or before chris calls me gay, I'm going to fill out the post that Jen did awhile ago.
Who is the person you respect most your age?
-----Jen- At times you are the single most complicated person i know, but you know how to be one of the best friends through all the drama, where ever that drama may come from lol. You are one of the few people i know actually cares about her friends and other stuff(animals).
Kyle- Hmmm, lets see. I think my respect for you comes from your carefreeness and unchallenged understanding of friendship and people. Word, i think thats it.
Chris- Your white yet your my brother or was it your black and not my brother. Either or, I think were good friends because we see the world in a similar light, and thats rare in the modern day. You always say you dont get to pick your family but you pick your friends. At least thats what you said when we were talking about how sara kost wasnt really a friend and we never picked her so why is she are friend.
Either way I think thats why were friends, cause we choose to be.
What is a big pet peeve about yourself?
-----I think that in this society everyone would mostly write the same thing. So ill be honest. Appearance. Ohhh and my personality. Dam im insecure. But its kinda funny how insecure iam, so it all works out.
When would it happen?
-----When it's right of course.(This is jens answer, but ill keep it)
Where can you go if you need to get away?
-----In my life Ive never truly been able to get away, hence the depression.
Why is hard to say goodbye?
-----Because everytime i say it i fear it'll be the last
Who is the person you respect most your age?
-----Jen- At times you are the single most complicated person i know, but you know how to be one of the best friends through all the drama, where ever that drama may come from lol. You are one of the few people i know actually cares about her friends and other stuff(animals).
Kyle- Hmmm, lets see. I think my respect for you comes from your carefreeness and unchallenged understanding of friendship and people. Word, i think thats it.
Chris- Your white yet your my brother or was it your black and not my brother. Either or, I think were good friends because we see the world in a similar light, and thats rare in the modern day. You always say you dont get to pick your family but you pick your friends. At least thats what you said when we were talking about how sara kost wasnt really a friend and we never picked her so why is she are friend.
Either way I think thats why were friends, cause we choose to be.
What is a big pet peeve about yourself?
-----I think that in this society everyone would mostly write the same thing. So ill be honest. Appearance. Ohhh and my personality. Dam im insecure. But its kinda funny how insecure iam, so it all works out.
When would it happen?
-----When it's right of course.(This is jens answer, but ill keep it)
Where can you go if you need to get away?
-----In my life Ive never truly been able to get away, hence the depression.
Why is hard to say goodbye?
-----Because everytime i say it i fear it'll be the last