Nov 15, 2005 16:05
My academic writing class was cancelled, and i just finished writing my lab report. Im in the duckworth 2nd floor hang out place with all the windows and cumfy couches. Im going to take this time to write down some random thoughts. Iam a very paranoid person, i have mentally constructed every worse sceneario possible for any given situation in my life. A lot like lex from smallville. I really like smallville if you all havent noticed. Especially the character of lex. The way he bends things and makes evil look like good in his own mind is very thought provoking. I think that most of us do it once in a while. I think that it might be a complex to justify our actions so we always feel like the good guy. I mean who are we kinding, as if you dont consider your self the hero in your life. Anyways i feel extremely artistic, but i dont know if i'll find time to put any of it down on paper. The ideas will probally get lost in the eternal trenches of space. You know what a good show is? How i met your mother. It was really good this week. Trust me its gonna be a thing. Just for the hell of it, im not going to use any grammatical tools in this post, kinda like sarah. just kidding. but not really. I met romualdo on the bus, we might get some b-ball going which would be nice. I decided i wont be able to go to sleep tonight cause i need to study. I like coffee. I was just thinking, with all these random thoughts, i could sneak in some crazy sentence that most people would miss, in fact if your still reading at this point, i applaude you. I wonder why im so so crazy for cocoa puffs. No thats a lie, and i could never lie to you, i dont even like cocoa puffs. I need to gain weight, everytime i look in the mirror, i wanna shove an entire cake down my throat. I wanna escape reality right now, i have a pretty good story going on in my head, but i wont bore you with it. Hey Kyle did you do that chinesse food thing? Hope so. I wonder what god has in store for me next? Probaly not alot. I miss something, not sure what it is. but man do i miss it. Me and jen are writing a story which is cool, i think that i wanna make my own, but with drawings, aka a comic book. Chris got me reading this infinite crisis thing and i started having my own ideas. I wish i knew where i stood, you know. I know you know, cause if you dont then im crazy for sure. My sister is such a whiner, makes me mad. Dependancy is alright, but their is a difference between dependency and reliance. relying on someone is more just puting faith in them. We should go toboganing before it gets to cold. Winter is a beautiful season. Some guy is sitting across the room speaking hindi to his friend, wih i could speak it. I lost my train of thought, just kidding this post doesn't have one. You know what just occured to me, what if i didnt post this? What if i just closed the window, this would never be posted and it could change the rest of my life. dammit should i post it or not? I will, but man that hurts the brain even as i write this im thinking that maybe i shouldnt. Jen always calls me a crust muffin, i dont really like the nickname or vannila bean for that matter. Trump in. Period. The house is running low on food again. I wish we were more organized. This post is kinda forced, but then again what isint. You know what i just thought, i hate harry from the harry potter books. I mean hes always goofing off when he knows he has a world to save. Like he should train like rocky, but not like in family guy cause all they did was work out for a quantum physics test or something. I mean he should practice his dealing magic. I havent read a book in awhile. I think ill finish the dark tower series by stephen king, the last book suppose to be pretty good. Chris just phoned me to tell sarah to tape the biggest loser. I was thinking i would tell future neil to do it, but i realized hes not very reliable. Future neil probally thinking good job past neil not trusting future you. Whoa thats so bill and ted. Gonna call sarah one sec. Its ringing. She probably still working. or just not answering. Im not going to sleep tonight, cause i have to do good on this test for tomorrow. Chris said he had to unbury his car, but he was calling from pickaflick, wonder how he got there. Insert your funny idea of how chris got to work here. Anyways im gonna wrap this up. Boys rule and girls druel, but girls are still cool when there not acting like fools or playing pool, they always go to school and angela is such a tool, sarah cooks and the food taste like gruel, jen tried to draw a chair but instead drew a stool. just kidding. but not really, no im kdding. I hope you didnt waste your time reading this, especially cause it a grammatical war zone. You are my best friend.