Enlightenment Part 2
Title: Enlightenment
Pairing: The only one that matters S/X
Warnings: m/m sex
Disclaimer: None of it belongs to me, I make no money
Rating: NC17 eventually
Summary: Our heroes are flung far into the future
This is not beta'd
“I trust you both rested well; would you like to share nourishment?” Wil asked. Spike and Xander looked to Xan.
“It is my duty in this time period to be the voice of the unit. Please - shall we go?” Wil held out his hand and Xander took it; from behind him he heard a very low growl. Wil immediately snatched his hand back. Xander turned to look at Spike.
“What was that? Did you - did you growl?”
“Sorry Wil, Xan, Xander, instinct innit, natural.”
“I understand and apologise for my mistake. We do not mix with adult bonded pairs. I shall not forget. I am deeply sorry.”
“S’OK Wil, I know you’re not a threat, come on, lead on Macduff, I know someone who will want ‘nourishment’ by the bucket load!”
“I do not eat from buckets I’ll have you know, well unless the Colonel provides! Anyhoo, what goes for breakfast around here?”
“We have fruit and breads, beverages, what is your favourite thing to eat Xander?”
“Pancakes with butter and syrup, with coffee n juice?”
“We shall request it for you and also refreshment for Spike.”
Xander rubbed his hands together in glee until Spike caught them and held onto one possessively. Xander quietened and turned to look shyly at a smiling Spike. The smile quickly disappeared and gold flecked his eyes once more. Xander brought his free hand to Spike’s cheek and stroked the back of his fingers softly from cheek to jaw watching as the flecks turned to solid gold. How could he have power over this creature?
How could he make him react like this? It had to be something in the air, it couldn’t possibly be him. His ridges were starting to show too. Xander stopped and kissed Spike’s mouth softly gasping as he felt fangs extend and the ridges on his brow solidify.
Xander was breathless.
Spike panted.
Xander traced Spike’s true face, a look of wonder on his own, fingers ghosting back and forth over brow, cheeks, nose and finally lips. Spike panted as he stood rooted under Xander’s gentle scrutiny.
“My Spike. Beautiful creature.” He whispered.
The two childer were mesmerised by Spike, never before having seen a demon’s true face, they gazed in wonder at the scene before them. Spike and Xander were completely unaware; Spike desperately trying to keep his emotions in check and Xander doing - without realising - his very best to arouse Spike beyond endurance.
Spike was at the point of hyperventilating from just a few gentle words and touches from Xander, he had to get away from him before he did something rash, he wasn’t thinking coherently, running on instinct he fled from the room as Xander’s fingers still traced where Spike had stood only moments ago.
He visibly came back to himself wondering, not for the first time, what he’d done now. He looked around for Wil only to find all the childer staring at him. They had been drawn by the extraordinary thoughts and emotions transmitted by Wil and Xan.
“What?” he asked defensively.
Wil tried to put into words what the group were feeling but he was having a hard time of it.
“This unit has not yet seen the face of a demon or the, the… felt the power of it’s presence and that of the depth of feeling the demon has for it’s mate. We were not prepared. We have been deeply moved, we cannot…. equate or compare this ….. emotion. It is formidable.”
Xander pondered Wil’s halting words, he hoped he hadn’t blown this, maybe he and Spike weren’t the ideal couple to be emissary’s for the 20th century, and then another thought dawned on him and he looked at Wil sharply.
“I thought you said that you wouldn’t do the mind reading thing Wil, that’s not fair when we can’t defend ourselves. I feel really - exposed!” he said wrapping his arms around himself.
By this time J had come over to the group sensing their disquiet and shock.
“Xand-der, none of the childer have compromised you or your bonded mate. In certain circumstances thoughts and emotions are clear to read without the mind being touched. Spike was unintentionally emitting exceptionally strong emotion which was easily picked up by the childer. Your privacy has not been compromised.”
Xander took in what J had said and he realised that it wasn’t what he’d felt but what Spike had felt that had triggered the looks on the faces of the group. Wow he thought, did I make him feel that?
“I think Xan-der that it is time for the childer to move onto the next stage of their education. It is unfortunate that you and Spike cannot be with them for this stage. I shall speak privately with you both about this, but for now, please, take nourishment.”
”I should go after Spike first” he said looking from J to the door through which Spike had fled.
“That is not advisable Xan-der.” She smiled kindly at him.
“In many ways you are so like the childer, you too have much to learn. I will find your mate and speak with him. Now please, nourishment, otherwise your health will suffer!” she told him, her tone sounding so much like Joyce he couldn’t argue.
Spike was in their quarters when J found him. He was pacing, mumbling and growling to himself but stopped as J came into the room.
Spike, please sit and take my hands.” Spike did as he was asked and before he knew it he could hear J in his head, clear as day, as she smiled at his stricken face. She conveyed to him in seconds what it would have taken a good 15 minutes to speak. Spike looked at J sadly.
“I can’t help it! I want him! He does these things to me without even realising what he’s doing and I can’t loose control, I don’t have my chip, I won’t hurt him, I won’t, but I want him so much. He doesn’t realise. He’s so bloody ….. dense!!!” Spike sadly shook his head wondering what to do. J sighed and spoke.
“I can teach you both to control your feelings, not to suppress them, but to stop them becoming too much to bear, stop them leaking out if you will. Xan-der is approaching so I shall speak with you both, but I will withdraw so you can first speak privately. You would never harm him Spike, do not fear that you would.” J left the room and seconds later Xander tentatively stuck his head round the door.
“Spike? C’n I come in?”
“Yeah pet, you OK? Had yer brekkie?”
“Un huh. What did I do wrong?”
“Nothing love. Nothing. Come here and sit down so I can tell ya what - what ya do.”
He patted the bed next to him and Xander sidled over afraid that he might mess up again. Spike took a deep fortifying breath.
“You touch me in ways no one else ever has love. I want you constantly, and when you touch me or even look at me sometimes I just can’t control my demon. He wants you, we want to claim you so you belong to us. I want you to be mine Xander. And I know, I bloody know, you’re not ready for that commitment. I know you like me, I know this is sudden, I want to give you time, but sayin that, I still want you now, this minute, and it’s just buggering me up.”
Well, that was worth waiting for Xander decided. A declaration of - intent? He hadn’t said the ‘L’ word but it sure as hell felt like that’s what he meant. And sudden? - slight understatement there too! He did like Spike, he wanted his kisses, his touch, yes, he admitted, he wanted his love, but he was very scared about the physical act. He’d never considered it, hell he’d never looked sideways at another guy. But this was Spike, not any other guy, and even without this bondy aura malarkey he felt he could be happy with him.
“I’m sorry Spike. I honestly didn’t know you felt that strongly. I like to touch you, I want to touch you more, but I - what if I do it wrong, and, and - the other ‘stuff’, it scares me Spike; you’re right, I’m not ready now, but I will be. Can you wait?”
“See, ya bloody tosser, you’ve done it again, now I just wanna…aaaaargghh!!”
“Should I be nasty to you? Would that help - you slimy undead ugly bleached psycho!”
It was enough to ease Spike’s tension and he laughed long and loud.
“You look lovely when you laugh.” And the laugh turned back into a groan of frustration.
“See, no matter what, I get it wrong, and I so don’t wanna!”
“Xander. My lovely, lovely, precious, innocent boy. I’ll wait for as long as you need.” and he leaned forward cupping Xander’s face with both hands and kissed him.
“Thank you. I love your kisses, love them.”
It was a very opportune moment for J to return. Spike reluctantly gave Xander his face back and they both waited expectantly.
“Spike, Xan-der, you have both forced me to accelerate the childer’s education with your shows of affection for each other. Please, do not think of this as chastisement, it is not meant as such. Soon the unit would have to spend time in Gender Orientation, where they would choose their gender, human or demon and would undergo a period of acclimatisation before going to the next stage of their education.
Because of your displays of affection for each other the childer witnessed, I feel it is best that this be brought forward. I strongly recommend that because of the heightened states the childer will experience that Spike, most especially, be well away from them and the effect they would have on a demon’s senses. They are bonded; they will be exploring new emotions and experiences and will emerge as mature mates. I hope you understand the significance of this time.”
Spike nodded his understanding, Xander looked a little shell shocked but finally nodded he understood too.
“Good. All is well. You can stay with the unit until the end of this time period - three days hence. I would ask that you please try hard to keep displays of affection for the private time you share, for the sake of my peace of mind and that of the childer!”
“No worries J. Can we join the gang now? Do they know about jumping the queue, or do we keep our traps shut?”
“You can join the others, they will know soon enough about their accelerated programme, your traps can remain open” she told them with a smile.
“Whilst they are away we can work on your mental controls and also see if you would be receptive to telepathy.”
”That is so cool J, can we do mind melds?” Spike laughed at the confused look on J’s usually serene face.
“No ya daft bugger, still Earth not Vulcan!”
”I knew it, I knew you liked it, you know what I’m talking about you - you trekkie!” Xander giggled in delight as Spike grabbed his hand and hauled him away to find the ‘gang’.
The following three days passed harmoniously, Spike kept his emotions in check and Xander kept his hands to himself, at least in public. It was quite moving for all concerned when it was time to say goodbye. Spike and Xander were told that it would be approximately 25 full time units before they would see their new friends again.
Spike and Xander hugged each of them in turn saying they’d see them all again soon and whilst they were gone they would explore more of this new world of theirs. Leaving Xan and Wil until last Spike told them he would miss them, he hoped they didn’t make any hasty decisions in choosing their gender but they should feel it was the right decision, the same with their species - don’t be swayed by outside influences. Xander was a little overcome at the prospect of not seeing these familiar faces for night on 6 months, he hugged Xan and Wil to him together.
“I’m so gonna miss you both, be safe, come back to us soon.”
Wil and Xan could feel the strong emotion coming from Xander and it affected them both deeply.
“The time will pass and we will reunite again as equals. We both look forward to this, we will not be hasty.” Xan smiled fondly at Xander and raised his hand in the universal gesture. Xander proudly returned the Vulcan salute and en masse the chider left.
“Well pet, that’s that for 6 months then. What can we get up to in that time eh?” Spike said slyly.
“Brain training Spike, telepathy - now can you tell what I’m thinking?”
Spike pretended to concentrate.
“Yep, got it love!” and he leaned over for a quick kiss. Xander sighed,
“Wrong! I was thinking about exploring. Come on bleach, let’s go snooping, I know how you love a good snoop!”
So they snooped.
Whom ever they spoke to gave them advice or directions and were always helpful and friendly. It unnerved Spike slightly to find such trusting souls. He supposed they were all the same, no reason not to trust.
They enjoyed their day, retired for the night and spent the rest of the week in more or less the same way. They got to know each other better, Xander becoming more and more relaxed around Spike when they were alone, and Spike happy to just be with him.
J taught them control; she found that they could both, given time and training, use their minds to communicate with firstly each other and then possibly J and the others of the group. They were both keen to learn and spent time every day doing the mental exercises J taught them.
It was about five months into the childer’s ‘exile’ and Xander was beginning to miss them more and more. It wasn’t that he didn’t enjoy his time with Spike but he was a social person and he wanted to see his friends.
He spoke to J about his feelings and she said it would be possible for Xander to see Xan and Wil if they were in agreement, but Spike could not see them, because of the effect it could have on him.
It worried Xander as to how Spike would react, but he shouldn’t have worried because Spike was pleased that Xander wanted to see them, he could report back on their progress, and it would be good for both of them to be apart for a little while.
They could even try telepathy and see if it worked. Spike was quietly excited at the prospect of being able to touch Xander’s mind from a distance, and Xander was excited that he was going to see his friends - if they agreed, which apparently J said they had.
Xander made his way with J over to the annex which housed the unit of helpers whilst they underwent the process of their gender alignment.
“You will find them greatly changed Xan-der. This has been a difficult time for them but I feel that they are well adjusted, some of the others have had a much more challenging transition.”
“OK, It’ll be cool J, don’t worry.” And off he went.
Xander was completely unprepared for the changes in Wil and Xan. They seemed to have grown about 6 inches, it was obvious which gender they had chosen, Xander wouldn’t have expected any different. It was like looking in a mirror when he looked at Xan, and Wil, well he was beautiful, just like his Spike, well, not quite as stunning.
“Xan-der, it is good to see you again, Wil and I have missed you both, are you well?”
“Xan buddy, look at you, wow, you look great, see you went for male, you too Wil - hey, did we have anything to do with your choice?”
”No Xan-der, we can actually think for ourselves (!) we had discussed this before we even met you, we both wanted the same gender, we’ve explored our sexuality and we are more than happy with the choice.”
”Wow, way to go there Wil I - do you mind, would you kinda talk to me about that? You’ve both gone straight into this from - well, nothing and me, well, done the sex thing with girls, but never - Spike and I, we, thing is - it scares me.” His babble finally stumbled to a halt.
Wil and Xan exchanged a look and before you could blink Xander felt his head nearly explode, he was left reeling from the raging raw emotion he had just experienced as Wil and Xan thought of their first true bonding and let Xander share all the emotions it entailed.
“This is not something we would willingly share, but you have - did Spike tell you the story of his ancestor?”
”What’s that got to do with anything?” he asked in confusion, still trying to come to grips with all the thoughts and feelings swimming round his head. Xan smiled.
“You Xan-der have a great purpose. Do you love him? No, I do not need to ask, we both know that you do.”
“You should not fear something as natural as showing physical love for your mate. Do not hesitate Xan-der because you will regret it if you do. Your love should conquer your fear.”
“When did you get so all knowing Xan? Do they cram your head full of pearls of wisdom in here too?”
Xan laughed at his namesake.
“Xan-der you too are wise, jus not in this matter. I have truly missed your company over the time we have spent here, Wil and I both look forward greatly to reacquainting ourselves with you and Spike, and very soon if all is well.”
“Gee, that’s really cool Xan, we’ve missed you both too. I’m glad we had this time together, and - and thanks guys, your help is really appreciated - really. Hey, better make tracks, you come back soon, and hopefully when we meet again, me n Spike will have, well, y’know.” He ended shyly.
They hugged again and Xander gave them both a cheery wave as he left the building. Once outside he sat down on a convenient seat and thought very hard about Spike and how much he cared for him, hoping that with all the techniques J had taught him he might just reach him and if not shout in Spike’s head at least whisper.
He hoped he did it right, he thought he could feel Spike, but hey, it was early days. He was determined now after having had a peek from Xan and Wil about consummating his relationship with Spike.
Spike had been more than understanding with him and he was surprised at how considerate he had been.
Xander knew how volatile and impatient Spike was and it was a miracle he had survived intact. He knew Spike was getting ansty and he really couldn’t blame him, he’d been really stupid and built it up into more than it was, or made it seem so in his own mind. What an idiot, he chided himself.
Spike felt something niggling in his mind, well not exactly a niggle more a nice warm glowy type feeling. He hoped it was an attempt by Xander to contact him.
That boy was pushing his patience to the limit.
If he didn’t get to shag him soon he’d be wearing his right arm out!
True, this last week or two they’d got as far as oral sex, but christ it had been a long time in coming, oh but it was so good, Xander tasted divine, and his responsiveness and innocent enjoyment made it so good for Spike.
He loved Xander, he truly did love him; he made him happy, happier that he felt he had ever been.
Maybe it was this place, away from all the pressures of their lives in Sunnydale, he couldn’t say for certain, but he had enjoyed every minute he’d spent with Xander, the boy was like a breath of fresh air, he never wanted to be without him. Hopefully the story of William the Bloody was true and they would indeed spend centuries together.
Even if their telepathy wasn’t that hot Spike could always sense when Xander was near, and his Spikey senses were starting to tingle. Xander strolled into their quarters, all happy smiles. Spike sensed a change in him, couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something had changed.
“Hey Spike! Our very handsome descendants send their best, it was really cool seeing them, they really have changed y’know, I know they look kinda like you n me, but jeeze, now me n Xan could be twins, same for you n Wil, cept for the body heat and your all over moon glow! And their voice’s? Gone down a few octaves, it was freaky!”
“Cheeky sod! You enjoy your little visit then pet.”
“Yeah” Xander paused in thought “Yeah, it was enlightening!” he snorted.
“What’s the tale of the last Aurelius, Xan asked if you’d told me.” Spike didn’t want to tell Xander, not now, but he would - eventually.
“Nothing special love, I’ll tell ya sometime. You gonna get a shower n we can go get some grub then go out for a bit, that OK?”
“Sure, you been alright while I was over with the guys? Did ya miss me, huh, huh? Hey, did you feel anything, cause I tried really hard to reach that mind of yours.”
“Felt all warm n glowy kinda, you been thinking nice things bout me pet?”
“Yeah. Lots of nice things. All the things I think bout you are nice. I - I better go shower.” And off he went, fairly quickly and looking preoccupied Spike thought.
After they’d eaten the pair went out for a walk.
Spike loved to be out in the sunshine, to be able to walk round with Xander, enjoying the ambience of their surroundings.
Nothing was rushed, there was never any danger, there were only ever a few people out and about, but they all seemed to have a purpose and never bothered them apart from a shy smile every now and then.
There was a large park that Spike and Xander like to walk thru which had small deer grazing in it. Xander felt as if he was like Dr Dolittle, shame the animals didn’t understand him, but he tried to project feelings of safety and now the deer didn’t actually run away when he approached.
He held out a hand to the nearest deer to him and it nuzzled his fingers with its cold wet nose. Xander was thrilled, then out of the blue he asked Spike
“Do you miss the hunt, y’know killing, blood from the vein?”
“What the bloody hell brought that on love?”
“Well, you’re violent by nature, and you seem to not be anymore I just wondered if you were OK with it.”
Spike sat and thought for a while before he answered Xander. If he was truthful he didn’t miss the hunt. He had no tension to get rid of, well apart from sexual frustration and that was easily remedied, he was, for a bloodthirsty psycho, remarkably chilled and he could honestly say he didn’t miss killing at all, which when you thought about it was very odd indeed because it was a part of his nature.
“No love, don’t miss it, wonder if it’s cause I’ve no worries here. Wonder what’ll happen when we go back. What if I turn into a crazed fiend eh?” he joked with Xander allowing his true face to emerge pretending to lunge at his neck.
“I’d let you y’know” Xander told him seriously. Spike still chucking to himself said
“Let me what pet?”
“Bite me. If you wanted, if you could.” Xander looked at him with those fathomless eyes, all innocence and beauty, offering himself willingly.
“Ah love! Thank you. Xan? You wanna stay here or can we go back, there’s stuff I need to tell ya love”
“Yeah, me too. Come on then beautiful, lets go.”
“Feelin alright there pet, bit generous with yer compliments!”
“You know you are, only have to look at Wil to know, he’s a real hottie.”
Spike growled low and grabbed Xander, pulling him possessively to him.
“Don’t tease pet, and don’t be lookin at Wil, might not wanna kill anything just now, but you go flirtin and makin me jealous who’s to say what might happen.”
”I love you being jealous, it makes me all…… hot, knowing I’m yours.” Lust sparked in Xander’s eyes and he pulled Spike’s ass to him feeling the hardness in the front of his jeans pressing against his own rapidly growing erection.
“Fuck Xan, just - bloody fuck!” Christ he was going to have to get bromide after all.
“Yes please. I - want you Spike, such a fool, been such a fool baby. Please - forgive me?”
Spike felt his jaw bounce off the pavement. This was it, the moment he’d waited moths for, what’d made Xander decide now? Fuck if he knew, but thank all the gods in their heavens that he was givin it up. Hallelujah!!
Spike picked him up, slung him over his shoulder and ran all the way back to their quarters with Xander laughing hysterically as he was bounced around. Once back ‘home’ Spike deposited Xander gently onto the bed. Now, he had to tell him before he chickened out.
“You trust me love?” Xander nodded.
“When you went back to our time, Xan an Wil took me to the medical facility and they, well, they removed my chip. It’s been gone nearly six months. I didn’t want to tell you cause I wanted you to still feel safe with me. Do you? Still feel safe?”
Xander did. He knew Spike would never harm him. He knew Spike loved him.
“When you take me will you bite me? Claim me for your own?”
Spike’ demon came to the fore and he howled. This was what he wanted, all he’d ever wanted for the past six months, he wanted to breath, think, feel, be Xander, he wanted to be inside him, a part of him, to be so close that they were one.
Xander watched Spike watch him in fascination as he slowly pulled the fastenings apart on his tunic, letting it slip from his arms. Jesus H Christ, Spike had never seen him look like this before, wanton yet still innocent, cock pressing against his trousers, waiting to be freed.
“Xander, I don’t think I can last love, soddin terrible admission, but as soon as you touch me I’ll shoot me bloody load”
“Come here then, we don’t want to waste it. Let me blow you.”
Spike nearly came in his pants just from the way Xander said it. He tore his tunic and pants off and moved to get on the bed.
“No - don’t.”
Oh God, he’s changed his mind, he’s changed his bloody mind was Spike’s first thought, but then Xander slipped off his tunic and in one fluid movement he was on the floor kneeling in front of Spike, reaching with his mouth for that leaking, pulsing column of flesh, and as Xander’s hot wet mouth closed around it Spike came instantly, forcefully and very noisily as he howled out his pleasure.
Xander swallowed allowing the taste and texture to coat his mouth, he had something of Spike inside him, he nearly belonged. He suckled gently at the still hard cock in his mouth, feeling around with his tongue, exploring the tip, dipping into the still oozing slit and then under the foreskin.
Spike was shuddering with the intensity of his release and the feelings Xander was evoking in him.
Xander grasped Spike’s buttocks in both hands and tried to take as much of him as he could, he hadn’t had a lot of practice, but that was something that was gonna change.
He released one perfectly smooth buttock to cup Spikes balls, but felt he didn’t have enough contact and so pulled Spike to him with his other arm so his face was pressed against Spike’s lower belly his nose nestled in his tickly wiry hairs.
Xander inhaled deeply and mmm’d at the uniquely Spike smell, sending vibration through Spike’s sensitive cock.
For all his innocence Xander was making Spike loose any grip on his fragile control and as Xander’s hand played with his balls, he pulled him closer so that Spike could feel his hot breath warming the base of his cock.
Spike’s legs trembled, his balls tightened and he came again his head falling back as he moaned, fingers fisting into Xander’s hair. He came back quickly enough when he heard and felt an “Owwwww” vibrating through his dick.
“Love, sorry, you - shit Xander, that was mind blowing, bloody fantastic. Sorry love, I got carried away, hope I didn’t pull any hair out.”
Xander let the now softening member slip from his lips.
“You taste all salty and bitter and you feel, god you make me feel in control, powerful. I made you do that. I made you come twice, twice! I am the man!”
“You certainly are love. My man. Now you’ve taken the edge off for me, I wanna concentrate on you. Let me help you out of those constricting pants, then I can admire that ravishing body and decide where I’m gonna start …. concentratin’.”
“Fuck!”
“Yeah love, but much, much later!”
Spike managed to pull off Xander’s pants then picked him up and laid him out on the bed. Xander had never liked Spike to look at him in this way, yeah he’d seen him naked nearly every day, but Xander never ‘displayed’ himself and Spike couldn’t understand why cause he was so beautiful, all bronzed skin, not an ounce of fat on him, well defined muscles, gorgeous dick, he was a living work of art, but he had no idea at all that he was.
“Why don’t you like me to look at you like this pet?”
“Shy I’spose, plus - nothing special to look at, not like you. But, well, the way you’re looking at me now makes me feel - you look like you love me Spike. You don’t look lustful, seen that look often enough to know. Do you love me? I hope you do, I want you to love me as much as I love you. I wa…..”
Xander’s words were lost in a hot wet kiss as Spike devoured his mouth, fingers making marks on his biceps as he pulled Xander’s unresisting body to him. Xander wrapped his arms around Spike and returned the kiss with equal passion.
He could happily kiss Xander all night but he needed to tell him that he did love him, truly and passionately.
Reluctantly he pulled back from Xander whose mouth tried to follow him. God he looked even better now with kiss bruised lips, a look of loving lust on his face, Spike wanted to take him then and there.
“Xan, how could I not love you? Have I never told you? Bugger, I’m so sorry, I think it all the time, how lucky I am to be here with you, this life we’ve been living, without you it’d be nothing pet. You’re my all Xander, my love, my true and only love. So yes, I love you.”
Xander’s face lit up as Spike spoke to him and now he was smiling sappily from ear to ear.
“Kinda thought you might. I’m so happy Spike. I could stay here forever with you. Will you - don’t fuck me Spike. Love me?”
“Oh love, I’ll always make love to you, even when we’re old hands at this and I’m shaggin the arse of ya, I’ll still be loving ya. But I know what you want and it’s only right, when I take your virginity, when I make you mine, when I claim you I will be making love Xan. I want you to remember it and how good it’s gonna be forever.”
“Love you so much my beautiful Spike. Never gonna want anyone else. Just you.”
“Pleased about that love, cause if I as much as see you look at somebody sideways, I’ll bloody kill em, then I’ll tan yer hid till ya can’t sit fer a week.”
“Really?”
“Probably!”
“Now then, I think I was going ta concentrate on you wasn’t I? Hmm, now where shall I start?”
“C’n you hold me for a while? I specially like it when you hold me and we just about touch all the way to our toes ….. while you kiss me. Yeah, definitely like that.”
Spike chuckled, there was nothing he’d like more than to be skin on skin with his baby, snoggin his face off before he ravished the rest of him. Those layers of wrapping were being torn off now, and he was just about down to the fabulous present that was waiting for him. He knew it was going to be worth the wait.
And so Spike’s seduction started.
Hot wet kisses, thrusting owning kisses, soft loving kisses, all equally passionate in their own way, had Xander writhing underneath him, their cocks rubbing together, their essences mingling making them slippy and wet.
Xander trembled with suppressed desire, his hands roamed Spike’s body, no longer shy and unsure, he touched wherever he could, grasping and kneading Spike’s buttocks, occasionally daring to dip between his cheeks, gently exploring, making Spike moan into his mouth.
Spike gradually eased away from Xander’s mouth, kissing licking and nipping down his throat to the hollow of his collar bone, licking along first one shoulder and then to the next; more tender kisses over his chest before first one nipple was sucked, nipped and made to pebble before being blown across, then left as the other was treated to the same loving attention. Xander ached, he could feel it in the pit of his stomach, in his balls and in his cock. He ached for Spike’s touch, and Spike wasn’t one to disappoint, almost as if he knew Spike reached down to their slippery cocks and took hold.
Xander moaned at the contact as Spike’s firm hand pressed them both together, his hand already slick he rubbed up and down the shafts.
“Xander, look down baby, watch, see how good they look, come with me Xan, together, feel my cock hard against yours baby, feel my hand milking us both, feel it deep inside you , come for me baby, only ever for me.” Spike’s rhythm increased, he could feel Xander tremble and gasp as he watched himself come, a second later he saw Spike come, he shuddered and cried out with the intensity of his release and the effect of seeing Spike come, his spunk mingling with Xander’s as it splashed between their bodies.
Spike released his hold and trailed a finger thru their mingled essence scooping it up to his mouth and sucking his finger, he moved to Xander’s mouth but Xander anticipated and plunged his tongue between Spike’s sticky lips to taste himself and Spike. He loved their taste, it was purely them.
He pulled back from Spike and bent quickly to lick his stomach of the cooling spend, coming back up once more to kiss his lover.
Spike groaned into his mouth, god he was so fucking sexy, if he had a beating heart Xander could so easily make it stop with the way he was making him feel.
“Love you, want you. All night Spike, make it last all night, don’t wanna stop feeling like this.”
“Me neither pet. You want all night love, you got it. Need to clean up, gonna get a cloth for us, you stay right there, don’t move a muscle.” Spike dived off the bed and got a cloth from the bathroom, coming back he wiped down first Xander and then himself before bending to lick Xander’s cock clean. It started to fill as he licked and by the time he had finished it was just about erect.
“Let me do that for you Spike, please baby?”
Spike’s knees were either side of Xander and he shuffled up his body until his cock was millimetres from Xander’s mouth, he leaned forward slightly so that Xander’s tongue could reach him.
He watched the hot tongue lave his cool cock, but Xander stopped after a few strokes.
“It’d be better if you just pushed it right in my mouth Spike.” God he was bloody wanton, what the fuck had gotten into him.
Is this how he was always gonna be, if it was he was gonna have a permanent hard on in his pants. His fantasies went into overdrive and he realised he was fucking Xander’s mouth.
Xander wasn’t complaining, in fact he was enjoying himself immensely, he was making up for lost time.
His hands held Spike’s buttocks, his fingers pressing between them wanting to do more but not wanting to hurt or overstep the mark.
Again from Spike’s reaction he felt that he understood.
“Like this love? Wanna make it even better for me?”
Xander nodded with a mouth full of cock. Spike pulled out of Xander’s mouth to a whine of protest.
“Gotta get summat pet” he told Xander as he leaned over and felt around under the bed. He pulled a container out and removed the lid, placing it within easy reach of Xander’s hand.
“Replicated some lube a few months back for us pet. What I want you ta do is simple. While you suck me I want ya ta put first one then two fingers into me. Ya wont hurt pet, it’ll be practice for you and it’d feel bloody lovely for me. That alright love?”
“You’ll tell me if I do something wrong?” Xander asked, his fears re-surfacing.
“You won’t do anything wrong, trust me baby, you’ll be fine!”
Spike took Xander’s hand and dipped his fingers in the lube, his cock had started to leak and he rubbed it over Xander’s lips, his tongue flicked over them tasting his lover.
Spike’s dick pressed against his lips; Xander opened his mouth to let Spike slide in and carry on from where they had left off.
Keeping fairly still Spike took Xander’s slicked fingers and pressed his index finger to his pucker, he had his eyes on Xander’s watching for a reaction and as he pushed Xander’s finger into himself he saw Xander’s eyes widen.
“So good love, not hurting, push in deeper, oh yeah baby, just like that. Now move round a bit, mm, nice love, slide in and out, not all the way tho. Ohh, so gentle baby, feels so good, you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth - you like it love, this OK for you?”
Spike didn’t want to be selfish, he was having the best time of his unlife and he wanted Xander to share in that, he didn’t want it all to be one sided.
Xander nodded and mm’d.
“You ready to put that other finger in me pet?”
Another nod and Xander pulled his finger nearly all the way out and then eased the next one in along side it, all the while watching Spike watch him. Spike’s eyes flecked with gold and he started panting.
“Xander soon your gonna feel how good this is, when I do it for you love, we’ll ride each other all night baby. Oh yeah Xan, so bloody hot love. More lube pet an another finger, kay?” Xander nodded, god he was ready to explode again just from having Spike fuck his mouth and talk to him, not even talking dirty.
Where was that lube?
He dipped his fingers in again then went back to Spike who held Xander’s hand as he lowered himself onto them.
“That’s it baby, oh god yes, keep moving them, just like that, just….ohhh, you found the right place love, oh yeah, just there, fuck baby that’s hot!” Xander had found Spike’s gland and now he was rubbing against it for all he was worth because doing that had made Spike show his true face, his golden eyes locked with Xander’s as Xander finger fucked him and Spike fucked Xander’s mouth.
“So beautiful baby want you so much, love you for always” Xander moaned at Spike’s declaration, his fingers moving faster up and down as Spike’s rhythm increased in his mouth Xander hollowed his cheeks and sucked for all he was worth as Spike came again cool seed spurting into Xander’s mouth to be quickly swallowed as best he could.
Spike convulsed, spasms rippling through his entire body as he came down from what had to have been the most brilliant orgasm of the night so far. He pulled his dick from Xander’s mouth -
“Did I hurt you love? Was I too rough?”
“No baby, I’m good, nearly gagged, but was OK really, I’ll get better.”
“Can’t better perfection love.”
“I know you enjoyed it but perfect I ain’t Spike!”
Xan, that - was - perfect! Trust me baby?”
Nod.
“Close your eyes and don’t move then, not gonna hurt ya, might feel a bit cold, but you can’t open your eyes till I tell ya, kay?”
“OK”
Xander lay with his eyes closed as Spike dolloped lube onto his hot pulsing dick, Xander gasped at the cold but kept his eyes shut like he’d been told. Spike gave himself a little extra lube, didn’t want Xan to get sore.
He shuffled back down Xander’s body, held Xander’s dick at the base and slowly lowered himself onto Xander.
“Oh god, Spike, oh fuck, ohhhhh jesus!!” he said as Spike sank down onto him, once seated he moved around causing Xander to moan and gasp.
“You have such a fine cock baby, it fits inside me perfectly, I am so gonna love the feel of it sliding in and out of me, such a lovely length and nice n fat so it stretches me, I’ll feel you every time love, no mistakin. Keep those eyes closed love and just feel me ride you. You ready baby?”
“Gonna come soon as you move, can’t last Spike.”
“Then I’ll just keep still a while baby. D’you like to feel me wrapped round ya love, you trapped inside me, cause I gotta say you feel bloody lovely inside me Xan. I could sit here all night just squeezing your cock tight waiting for ya t’fill me, make me warm from the inside out.”
”Spike! Stop with the talking! Start with the moving, sorry if it’s quick, but it’s your fault - all that talking!”
Spike laughed, quick, slow, he didn’t care, he had Xander inside him, he’d crossed the bridge, there was no going back, his baby could fill him anytime he wanted.
He leaned forward to kiss him.
“I love you Xander. I’m gonna wear you out pet, you won’t be able to walk come mornin.”
“Promise?”
“Promise!”
“Open your eyes baby, want you to see what you do to me.”
Xander opened his eyes to see Spike still in game face looming over him. He gently kissed his mouth and then sucked tenderly at his neck, not breaking the skin at all, he rose slowly taking Xander’s hands in his as he raised himself along the column of flesh inside him.
Xander watched mesmerised at the look on Spike’s face as he rode his cock, he started talking again telling Xander how he made him feel, how beautiful he was, how he wanted to feel his cock pulsing inside him.
That did it for Xander, he gripped Spike’s fingers tight and thrust into him wanting to be as deep inside him as he could get, Spike’s whimpers of pleasure finally had him screaming his release as his hot come filled Spike’s channel, his muscles clenching around him almost painfully, Xander lay back, spent.
“Gonna make you rest for a while now sweetheart, get yer strength back. That was bloody marvellous Xan, the way you took over at the end there pet! Want you t’take me like that every time, strong and sure, in control. Love you baby.”
“D’you think I’ll make it till morning Spike? Are you always this insatiable? I thought you were gonna bite me then. Why didn’t you?”
“Don’t wanna ruin the moment love. When I’m inside you and we’re both coming, that’s when I’ll bite you. That’ll be my claim, an’ if you feel the same way you claim me at the same time, in the same way.”
“Wow! You’d let me bite you? Really?”
“It’s not letting ya love, I want you to. Think of it as swappin’ rings when ya get married. I want your claim too, if you do.”
“I’m glad you told me now, so I know what to do, and what’s with the ‘if you do’? Why wouldn’t I? Thought it was me that was the insecure one in the relationship!”
“I have doubts sometimes, not often, and only where you’re concerned love. Want you to be happy, which’ll make me happy.”
“Love you Spike. Spike, I don’t think you have to stay there, I can tell there’s nothing left but a wizened stump inside you now” Xander giggled.
“Yeah, but I’ll make it into a mighty oak a bit later on love!!”
Spike lifted up off Xander clenching his buttocks together, keeping Xander’s release inside him, he lay next to his lover.
He still couldn’t get over the fact that Xander and he had just made love, his Xander had made love to him. Soon be time for him to make love to his baby, his one and only.
“My true love” he said running his fingers thru Xander’s hair, brushing it back from his face.
“You mean that?”
“Soppy as it may be love, I do mean it. Now, have a bit of a kip eh?”
“Hold me?”
“Goes without sayin love.”
Spike wrapped his arms around his lover and held him to him as Xander drifted into sleep.
Spike held him close, going over in his mind the events of the day.
It must’ve been his visit to Xan and Wil that had something to do with the change in him.
When they came out of Orientation he’d have to have a serious word with the both of them, plus he’d have to thank them for whatever they did or said.
He didn’t think he’d ever felt this content with a partner before, Xander was special, he was going to be his Consort, that must be the difference, he had chosen him, he’d never done that before either, yeah he’d chosen who to fuck and feed from, but never something like this.
He thought he’d loved Buffy, he shuddered, but that was infatuation, wanting something that was anathema to him, it was perverse even by his standards, then there was Xander, sweet, loving, good and pure, vibrant and alive, everything he wasn’t.
Aside from that, being here in this time had changed who Spike was, he could acknowledge that, he felt somehow better for it, a better person, for want of a more suitable term, and more worthy of his Consort.
He again wondered if he would change when they had to go back, he hoped not, he kinda liked who he was now, he could live with himself.
Time for reflection was over and he wanted Xander, he hadn’t stopped wanting but now it was becoming a much stronger urge. He needed to claim his mate fully.
He ran his hands along Xander’s side and back, caressing the dip at the bottom of his spine and the firm roundness of his buttock, fingers dipping between his cheeks to feel the heat waiting for him, Xander stirred and turned in his arms pressing his back to Spike’s chest and belly. Spike pushed his cock as far as he could between Xander’s cheeks wriggling to get comfy, he felt Xander start to wake.
“Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just pleased to see me?”
“Funny love, always pleased to see you. Sleep Ok, rested enough?”
“Feelin’ peachy, mind you think I can feel a big fat dick between my butt cheeks, you know anything bout that?” he sniggered.
“Just getting ya used to it pet, soon be waking up every mornin with it nestled there, gonna be his new home!”
Xander laughed and wiggled his butt, feeling Spike move with him.
Spike’s hand moved around front to tease Xander’s dick, caressing the hot flesh, holding its weight in his hand, thumb moving softly across the head, gathering the liquid that had started to pulse out he smeared it all around the purpling dome. Xander quivered in his embrace, a croak of pleasure coming from his throat.
“Need ya t’get on yer knees pet, wanna do this right n not hurt ya. That OK?”
Xander turned to look over his shoulder at Spike and puckered his lips indicating in universal language that he wanted a kiss.
Spike smiled and complied.
Happy he’d gotten his own way Xander pulled away from those luscious lips and manouvered himself onto his knees, ass up in the air and head down on the bed resting on his forearms.
“Perfect baby. Now this is gonna be a bit cold, but you got to relax n trust me, not gonna hurt ya love.”
Spike dipped his fingers into the jar of lube and dribbled it down the crack of Xander’s arse, Xander squeaked and gave a little shiver, then another squeak as he felt Spike’s fingers massaging him, pressing firmly against his hole.
A finger slipped in stopping at the first knuckle, Spike twisted it around, happy when he felt Xander relax again he pressed deeper to his second knuckle, talking to Xander all the while, telling him what he was going to do to him, it just made Xander hotter, and the feeling in his ass, strange as it was, wasn’t uncomfortable.
He felt Spike’s hand against his ass and knew his finger was in as deep as it would go, Xander wanted Spike to move inside him, he was being too careful, Xander was already way past excited.
“Spike, please, move inside me? Make me feel you more”
That was all the encouragement Spike needed as he slowly pulled his finger back until it was nearly all the way out, then just as slowly pushed back in. It made Xander shiver all over.
“More, give me more!”
“Anything you want love, gonna put some more lube on then - you ready?”
“Mm hmm.”
Spike lubed his fingers again, and this time pressed two firmly inside Xander, he did the same as before allowing Xander to get used to the intrusion before pushing further into Xander’s heat, gently scissoring his fingers, loosening his channel so that it would be as pain free as possible.
He listened to Xander’s breathing, his occasional moans and sighs, Spike’s free hand alternated between caressing warm buttocks and hot cock and balls.
He could easily slide around and suck Xander off but he wanted him to last, wanted him to come with him and not before, but he was tempted, he loved the taste of him, the feel of his hot cock inside his mouth, the little happy noises he made.
Spike, want to see you, am - am I ready for you? Want you inside me baby, need you so bad - please?”
“Nearly love - c’n you turn over with me inside of ya? Just roll over love, yeah that’s it - hey, there y’are lovely.”
“Take me Spike please, can’t wait to feel you in me, need you.”
“Gotta raise you up a bit love, here put a pillow under you, getting there Xan, that’s good baby, get comfy.”
It was taking every once of Spike’s willpower not to do what Xander asked, he needed to loosen up just a bit more, he didn’t want to tear him, didn’t want to make him bleed.
He knew it was the vampire way but somehow that didn’t matter to him anymore, he wanted Xander to be taken higher than he’d ever been, no drugs, just him, he wanted him to be euphoric. His first time needed to be special.
“Won’t be long baby, don’t wanna hurt you, you’re being so patient love, best’s yet to come Xan, promise baby.”
Spike withdrew his fingers to Xander’s mewl of protest and came back with three extra lubey ones.
Xander pushed down onto them, eager to feel them filling him, he squeezed around them then relaxed, Spike thrust in further to the sound of Xander’s enthusiastic encouragement. Now he was just about ready, Spike rubbed against Xander’s prostate, Xander held still, it was just such an unexpected sensation, god damned fantastic but still unexpected, he groaned long and low.
“Ohhh, again, do it again, that was -it was - just…..”
His moan of pleasure said it all as Spike did it again, and again, and again, then stopped. Fingers came out and he lubed up his cock, lined it up against Xander.
“Ready for me baby?”
“Please, yes!”
“Put your legs as wide as ya can love, once I’m in ya can wrap em round me n hold on tight.”
Xander nodded and parted his legs more giving Spike entry to his body.
As Spike penetrated his lover for the fist time he gazed down at him enraptured.
“Love you so much Xan, always will, always gonna want you, till the day I die love.”
Xander pushed onto Spike, his body taking over automatically, he was so aroused that he was running on pure instinct, Spike slid home grazing Xander’s prostate expertly, god it was lovely, just as hot as he knew it would be, Xander was still tight, and so responsive, he knew this wouldn’t last long for either of them.
His thrusts were measured, firm, but he was gentle, he made sure Xander enjoyed it, there’d be time for him to play later; he felt Xander wrap his legs around him trying to pull him further in, such a responsive lover! Spike thrust faster, his hand wrapping around Xander’s cock, pumping it in time with his thrusts, he could feel himself building, he was so near.
“Come with me Xander, come with me love” Spike gasped.
Balls tightened, thrusts became frenzied, Spikes true face came to the fore, he howled his pleasure and dived for Xander’s neck.
“I claim you for my own for now and all time” he gasped to Xander and bit down onto his neck just above his collar bone, Xander screamed and came hard, almost losing consciousness, almost but not quite.
Whilst Spike's fangs were still sunk into his flesh, drinking down his hot pulsing blood he turned his head fractionally and bit down onto Spike breaking his skin as blood trickled into his mouth he sucked and swallowed, he felt Spike shudder and thrust into him again, filling him even more.
Pairing: The only one that matters S/X
Warnings: m/m sex
Disclaimer: None of it belongs to me, I make no money
Rating: NC17 eventually
Summary: Our heroes are flung far into the future
This is not beta'd
“I trust you both rested well; would you like to share nourishment?” Wil asked. Spike and Xander looked to Xan.
“It is my duty in this time period to be the voice of the unit. Please - shall we go?” Wil held out his hand and Xander took it; from behind him he heard a very low growl. Wil immediately snatched his hand back. Xander turned to look at Spike.
“What was that? Did you - did you growl?”
“Sorry Wil, Xan, Xander, instinct innit, natural.”
“I understand and apologise for my mistake. We do not mix with adult bonded pairs. I shall not forget. I am deeply sorry.”
“S’OK Wil, I know you’re not a threat, come on, lead on Macduff, I know someone who will want ‘nourishment’ by the bucket load!”
“I do not eat from buckets I’ll have you know, well unless the Colonel provides! Anyhoo, what goes for breakfast around here?”
“We have fruit and breads, beverages, what is your favourite thing to eat Xander?”
“Pancakes with butter and syrup, with coffee n juice?”
“We shall request it for you and also refreshment for Spike.”
Xander rubbed his hands together in glee until Spike caught them and held onto one possessively. Xander quietened and turned to look shyly at a smiling Spike. The smile quickly disappeared and gold flecked his eyes once more. Xander brought his free hand to Spike’s cheek and stroked the back of his fingers softly from cheek to jaw watching as the flecks turned to solid gold. How could he have power over this creature?
How could he make him react like this? It had to be something in the air, it couldn’t possibly be him. His ridges were starting to show too. Xander stopped and kissed Spike’s mouth softly gasping as he felt fangs extend and the ridges on his brow solidify.
Xander was breathless.
Spike panted.
Xander traced Spike’s true face, a look of wonder on his own, fingers ghosting back and forth over brow, cheeks, nose and finally lips. Spike panted as he stood rooted under Xander’s gentle scrutiny.
“My Spike. Beautiful creature.” He whispered.
The two childer were mesmerised by Spike, never before having seen a demon’s true face, they gazed in wonder at the scene before them. Spike and Xander were completely unaware; Spike desperately trying to keep his emotions in check and Xander doing - without realising - his very best to arouse Spike beyond endurance.
Spike was at the point of hyperventilating from just a few gentle words and touches from Xander, he had to get away from him before he did something rash, he wasn’t thinking coherently, running on instinct he fled from the room as Xander’s fingers still traced where Spike had stood only moments ago.
He visibly came back to himself wondering, not for the first time, what he’d done now. He looked around for Wil only to find all the childer staring at him. They had been drawn by the extraordinary thoughts and emotions transmitted by Wil and Xan.
“What?” he asked defensively.
Wil tried to put into words what the group were feeling but he was having a hard time of it.
“This unit has not yet seen the face of a demon or the, the… felt the power of it’s presence and that of the depth of feeling the demon has for it’s mate. We were not prepared. We have been deeply moved, we cannot…. equate or compare this ….. emotion. It is formidable.”
Xander pondered Wil’s halting words, he hoped he hadn’t blown this, maybe he and Spike weren’t the ideal couple to be emissary’s for the 20th century, and then another thought dawned on him and he looked at Wil sharply.
“I thought you said that you wouldn’t do the mind reading thing Wil, that’s not fair when we can’t defend ourselves. I feel really - exposed!” he said wrapping his arms around himself.
By this time J had come over to the group sensing their disquiet and shock.
“Xand-der, none of the childer have compromised you or your bonded mate. In certain circumstances thoughts and emotions are clear to read without the mind being touched. Spike was unintentionally emitting exceptionally strong emotion which was easily picked up by the childer. Your privacy has not been compromised.”
Xander took in what J had said and he realised that it wasn’t what he’d felt but what Spike had felt that had triggered the looks on the faces of the group. Wow he thought, did I make him feel that?
“I think Xan-der that it is time for the childer to move onto the next stage of their education. It is unfortunate that you and Spike cannot be with them for this stage. I shall speak privately with you both about this, but for now, please, take nourishment.”
”I should go after Spike first” he said looking from J to the door through which Spike had fled.
“That is not advisable Xan-der.” She smiled kindly at him.
“In many ways you are so like the childer, you too have much to learn. I will find your mate and speak with him. Now please, nourishment, otherwise your health will suffer!” she told him, her tone sounding so much like Joyce he couldn’t argue.
Spike was in their quarters when J found him. He was pacing, mumbling and growling to himself but stopped as J came into the room.
Spike, please sit and take my hands.” Spike did as he was asked and before he knew it he could hear J in his head, clear as day, as she smiled at his stricken face. She conveyed to him in seconds what it would have taken a good 15 minutes to speak. Spike looked at J sadly.
“I can’t help it! I want him! He does these things to me without even realising what he’s doing and I can’t loose control, I don’t have my chip, I won’t hurt him, I won’t, but I want him so much. He doesn’t realise. He’s so bloody ….. dense!!!” Spike sadly shook his head wondering what to do. J sighed and spoke.
“I can teach you both to control your feelings, not to suppress them, but to stop them becoming too much to bear, stop them leaking out if you will. Xan-der is approaching so I shall speak with you both, but I will withdraw so you can first speak privately. You would never harm him Spike, do not fear that you would.” J left the room and seconds later Xander tentatively stuck his head round the door.
“Spike? C’n I come in?”
“Yeah pet, you OK? Had yer brekkie?”
“Un huh. What did I do wrong?”
“Nothing love. Nothing. Come here and sit down so I can tell ya what - what ya do.”
He patted the bed next to him and Xander sidled over afraid that he might mess up again. Spike took a deep fortifying breath.
“You touch me in ways no one else ever has love. I want you constantly, and when you touch me or even look at me sometimes I just can’t control my demon. He wants you, we want to claim you so you belong to us. I want you to be mine Xander. And I know, I bloody know, you’re not ready for that commitment. I know you like me, I know this is sudden, I want to give you time, but sayin that, I still want you now, this minute, and it’s just buggering me up.”
Well, that was worth waiting for Xander decided. A declaration of - intent? He hadn’t said the ‘L’ word but it sure as hell felt like that’s what he meant. And sudden? - slight understatement there too! He did like Spike, he wanted his kisses, his touch, yes, he admitted, he wanted his love, but he was very scared about the physical act. He’d never considered it, hell he’d never looked sideways at another guy. But this was Spike, not any other guy, and even without this bondy aura malarkey he felt he could be happy with him.
“I’m sorry Spike. I honestly didn’t know you felt that strongly. I like to touch you, I want to touch you more, but I - what if I do it wrong, and, and - the other ‘stuff’, it scares me Spike; you’re right, I’m not ready now, but I will be. Can you wait?”
“See, ya bloody tosser, you’ve done it again, now I just wanna…aaaaargghh!!”
“Should I be nasty to you? Would that help - you slimy undead ugly bleached psycho!”
It was enough to ease Spike’s tension and he laughed long and loud.
“You look lovely when you laugh.” And the laugh turned back into a groan of frustration.
“See, no matter what, I get it wrong, and I so don’t wanna!”
“Xander. My lovely, lovely, precious, innocent boy. I’ll wait for as long as you need.” and he leaned forward cupping Xander’s face with both hands and kissed him.
“Thank you. I love your kisses, love them.”
It was a very opportune moment for J to return. Spike reluctantly gave Xander his face back and they both waited expectantly.
“Spike, Xan-der, you have both forced me to accelerate the childer’s education with your shows of affection for each other. Please, do not think of this as chastisement, it is not meant as such. Soon the unit would have to spend time in Gender Orientation, where they would choose their gender, human or demon and would undergo a period of acclimatisation before going to the next stage of their education.
Because of your displays of affection for each other the childer witnessed, I feel it is best that this be brought forward. I strongly recommend that because of the heightened states the childer will experience that Spike, most especially, be well away from them and the effect they would have on a demon’s senses. They are bonded; they will be exploring new emotions and experiences and will emerge as mature mates. I hope you understand the significance of this time.”
Spike nodded his understanding, Xander looked a little shell shocked but finally nodded he understood too.
“Good. All is well. You can stay with the unit until the end of this time period - three days hence. I would ask that you please try hard to keep displays of affection for the private time you share, for the sake of my peace of mind and that of the childer!”
“No worries J. Can we join the gang now? Do they know about jumping the queue, or do we keep our traps shut?”
“You can join the others, they will know soon enough about their accelerated programme, your traps can remain open” she told them with a smile.
“Whilst they are away we can work on your mental controls and also see if you would be receptive to telepathy.”
”That is so cool J, can we do mind melds?” Spike laughed at the confused look on J’s usually serene face.
“No ya daft bugger, still Earth not Vulcan!”
”I knew it, I knew you liked it, you know what I’m talking about you - you trekkie!” Xander giggled in delight as Spike grabbed his hand and hauled him away to find the ‘gang’.
The following three days passed harmoniously, Spike kept his emotions in check and Xander kept his hands to himself, at least in public. It was quite moving for all concerned when it was time to say goodbye. Spike and Xander were told that it would be approximately 25 full time units before they would see their new friends again.
Spike and Xander hugged each of them in turn saying they’d see them all again soon and whilst they were gone they would explore more of this new world of theirs. Leaving Xan and Wil until last Spike told them he would miss them, he hoped they didn’t make any hasty decisions in choosing their gender but they should feel it was the right decision, the same with their species - don’t be swayed by outside influences. Xander was a little overcome at the prospect of not seeing these familiar faces for night on 6 months, he hugged Xan and Wil to him together.
“I’m so gonna miss you both, be safe, come back to us soon.”
Wil and Xan could feel the strong emotion coming from Xander and it affected them both deeply.
“The time will pass and we will reunite again as equals. We both look forward to this, we will not be hasty.” Xan smiled fondly at Xander and raised his hand in the universal gesture. Xander proudly returned the Vulcan salute and en masse the chider left.
“Well pet, that’s that for 6 months then. What can we get up to in that time eh?” Spike said slyly.
“Brain training Spike, telepathy - now can you tell what I’m thinking?”
Spike pretended to concentrate.
“Yep, got it love!” and he leaned over for a quick kiss. Xander sighed,
“Wrong! I was thinking about exploring. Come on bleach, let’s go snooping, I know how you love a good snoop!”
So they snooped.
Whom ever they spoke to gave them advice or directions and were always helpful and friendly. It unnerved Spike slightly to find such trusting souls. He supposed they were all the same, no reason not to trust.
They enjoyed their day, retired for the night and spent the rest of the week in more or less the same way. They got to know each other better, Xander becoming more and more relaxed around Spike when they were alone, and Spike happy to just be with him.
J taught them control; she found that they could both, given time and training, use their minds to communicate with firstly each other and then possibly J and the others of the group. They were both keen to learn and spent time every day doing the mental exercises J taught them.
It was about five months into the childer’s ‘exile’ and Xander was beginning to miss them more and more. It wasn’t that he didn’t enjoy his time with Spike but he was a social person and he wanted to see his friends.
He spoke to J about his feelings and she said it would be possible for Xander to see Xan and Wil if they were in agreement, but Spike could not see them, because of the effect it could have on him.
It worried Xander as to how Spike would react, but he shouldn’t have worried because Spike was pleased that Xander wanted to see them, he could report back on their progress, and it would be good for both of them to be apart for a little while.
They could even try telepathy and see if it worked. Spike was quietly excited at the prospect of being able to touch Xander’s mind from a distance, and Xander was excited that he was going to see his friends - if they agreed, which apparently J said they had.
Xander made his way with J over to the annex which housed the unit of helpers whilst they underwent the process of their gender alignment.
“You will find them greatly changed Xan-der. This has been a difficult time for them but I feel that they are well adjusted, some of the others have had a much more challenging transition.”
“OK, It’ll be cool J, don’t worry.” And off he went.
Xander was completely unprepared for the changes in Wil and Xan. They seemed to have grown about 6 inches, it was obvious which gender they had chosen, Xander wouldn’t have expected any different. It was like looking in a mirror when he looked at Xan, and Wil, well he was beautiful, just like his Spike, well, not quite as stunning.
“Xan-der, it is good to see you again, Wil and I have missed you both, are you well?”
“Xan buddy, look at you, wow, you look great, see you went for male, you too Wil - hey, did we have anything to do with your choice?”
”No Xan-der, we can actually think for ourselves (!) we had discussed this before we even met you, we both wanted the same gender, we’ve explored our sexuality and we are more than happy with the choice.”
”Wow, way to go there Wil I - do you mind, would you kinda talk to me about that? You’ve both gone straight into this from - well, nothing and me, well, done the sex thing with girls, but never - Spike and I, we, thing is - it scares me.” His babble finally stumbled to a halt.
Wil and Xan exchanged a look and before you could blink Xander felt his head nearly explode, he was left reeling from the raging raw emotion he had just experienced as Wil and Xan thought of their first true bonding and let Xander share all the emotions it entailed.
“This is not something we would willingly share, but you have - did Spike tell you the story of his ancestor?”
”What’s that got to do with anything?” he asked in confusion, still trying to come to grips with all the thoughts and feelings swimming round his head. Xan smiled.
“You Xan-der have a great purpose. Do you love him? No, I do not need to ask, we both know that you do.”
“You should not fear something as natural as showing physical love for your mate. Do not hesitate Xan-der because you will regret it if you do. Your love should conquer your fear.”
“When did you get so all knowing Xan? Do they cram your head full of pearls of wisdom in here too?”
Xan laughed at his namesake.
“Xan-der you too are wise, jus not in this matter. I have truly missed your company over the time we have spent here, Wil and I both look forward greatly to reacquainting ourselves with you and Spike, and very soon if all is well.”
“Gee, that’s really cool Xan, we’ve missed you both too. I’m glad we had this time together, and - and thanks guys, your help is really appreciated - really. Hey, better make tracks, you come back soon, and hopefully when we meet again, me n Spike will have, well, y’know.” He ended shyly.
They hugged again and Xander gave them both a cheery wave as he left the building. Once outside he sat down on a convenient seat and thought very hard about Spike and how much he cared for him, hoping that with all the techniques J had taught him he might just reach him and if not shout in Spike’s head at least whisper.
He hoped he did it right, he thought he could feel Spike, but hey, it was early days. He was determined now after having had a peek from Xan and Wil about consummating his relationship with Spike.
Spike had been more than understanding with him and he was surprised at how considerate he had been.
Xander knew how volatile and impatient Spike was and it was a miracle he had survived intact. He knew Spike was getting ansty and he really couldn’t blame him, he’d been really stupid and built it up into more than it was, or made it seem so in his own mind. What an idiot, he chided himself.
Spike felt something niggling in his mind, well not exactly a niggle more a nice warm glowy type feeling. He hoped it was an attempt by Xander to contact him.
That boy was pushing his patience to the limit.
If he didn’t get to shag him soon he’d be wearing his right arm out!
True, this last week or two they’d got as far as oral sex, but christ it had been a long time in coming, oh but it was so good, Xander tasted divine, and his responsiveness and innocent enjoyment made it so good for Spike.
He loved Xander, he truly did love him; he made him happy, happier that he felt he had ever been.
Maybe it was this place, away from all the pressures of their lives in Sunnydale, he couldn’t say for certain, but he had enjoyed every minute he’d spent with Xander, the boy was like a breath of fresh air, he never wanted to be without him. Hopefully the story of William the Bloody was true and they would indeed spend centuries together.
Even if their telepathy wasn’t that hot Spike could always sense when Xander was near, and his Spikey senses were starting to tingle. Xander strolled into their quarters, all happy smiles. Spike sensed a change in him, couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something had changed.
“Hey Spike! Our very handsome descendants send their best, it was really cool seeing them, they really have changed y’know, I know they look kinda like you n me, but jeeze, now me n Xan could be twins, same for you n Wil, cept for the body heat and your all over moon glow! And their voice’s? Gone down a few octaves, it was freaky!”
“Cheeky sod! You enjoy your little visit then pet.”
“Yeah” Xander paused in thought “Yeah, it was enlightening!” he snorted.
“What’s the tale of the last Aurelius, Xan asked if you’d told me.” Spike didn’t want to tell Xander, not now, but he would - eventually.
“Nothing special love, I’ll tell ya sometime. You gonna get a shower n we can go get some grub then go out for a bit, that OK?”
“Sure, you been alright while I was over with the guys? Did ya miss me, huh, huh? Hey, did you feel anything, cause I tried really hard to reach that mind of yours.”
“Felt all warm n glowy kinda, you been thinking nice things bout me pet?”
“Yeah. Lots of nice things. All the things I think bout you are nice. I - I better go shower.” And off he went, fairly quickly and looking preoccupied Spike thought.
After they’d eaten the pair went out for a walk.
Spike loved to be out in the sunshine, to be able to walk round with Xander, enjoying the ambience of their surroundings.
Nothing was rushed, there was never any danger, there were only ever a few people out and about, but they all seemed to have a purpose and never bothered them apart from a shy smile every now and then.
There was a large park that Spike and Xander like to walk thru which had small deer grazing in it. Xander felt as if he was like Dr Dolittle, shame the animals didn’t understand him, but he tried to project feelings of safety and now the deer didn’t actually run away when he approached.
He held out a hand to the nearest deer to him and it nuzzled his fingers with its cold wet nose. Xander was thrilled, then out of the blue he asked Spike
“Do you miss the hunt, y’know killing, blood from the vein?”
“What the bloody hell brought that on love?”
“Well, you’re violent by nature, and you seem to not be anymore I just wondered if you were OK with it.”
Spike sat and thought for a while before he answered Xander. If he was truthful he didn’t miss the hunt. He had no tension to get rid of, well apart from sexual frustration and that was easily remedied, he was, for a bloodthirsty psycho, remarkably chilled and he could honestly say he didn’t miss killing at all, which when you thought about it was very odd indeed because it was a part of his nature.
“No love, don’t miss it, wonder if it’s cause I’ve no worries here. Wonder what’ll happen when we go back. What if I turn into a crazed fiend eh?” he joked with Xander allowing his true face to emerge pretending to lunge at his neck.
“I’d let you y’know” Xander told him seriously. Spike still chucking to himself said
“Let me what pet?”
“Bite me. If you wanted, if you could.” Xander looked at him with those fathomless eyes, all innocence and beauty, offering himself willingly.
“Ah love! Thank you. Xan? You wanna stay here or can we go back, there’s stuff I need to tell ya love”
“Yeah, me too. Come on then beautiful, lets go.”
“Feelin alright there pet, bit generous with yer compliments!”
“You know you are, only have to look at Wil to know, he’s a real hottie.”
Spike growled low and grabbed Xander, pulling him possessively to him.
“Don’t tease pet, and don’t be lookin at Wil, might not wanna kill anything just now, but you go flirtin and makin me jealous who’s to say what might happen.”
”I love you being jealous, it makes me all…… hot, knowing I’m yours.” Lust sparked in Xander’s eyes and he pulled Spike’s ass to him feeling the hardness in the front of his jeans pressing against his own rapidly growing erection.
“Fuck Xan, just - bloody fuck!” Christ he was going to have to get bromide after all.
“Yes please. I - want you Spike, such a fool, been such a fool baby. Please - forgive me?”
Spike felt his jaw bounce off the pavement. This was it, the moment he’d waited moths for, what’d made Xander decide now? Fuck if he knew, but thank all the gods in their heavens that he was givin it up. Hallelujah!!
Spike picked him up, slung him over his shoulder and ran all the way back to their quarters with Xander laughing hysterically as he was bounced around. Once back ‘home’ Spike deposited Xander gently onto the bed. Now, he had to tell him before he chickened out.
“You trust me love?” Xander nodded.
“When you went back to our time, Xan an Wil took me to the medical facility and they, well, they removed my chip. It’s been gone nearly six months. I didn’t want to tell you cause I wanted you to still feel safe with me. Do you? Still feel safe?”
Xander did. He knew Spike would never harm him. He knew Spike loved him.
“When you take me will you bite me? Claim me for your own?”
Spike’ demon came to the fore and he howled. This was what he wanted, all he’d ever wanted for the past six months, he wanted to breath, think, feel, be Xander, he wanted to be inside him, a part of him, to be so close that they were one.
Xander watched Spike watch him in fascination as he slowly pulled the fastenings apart on his tunic, letting it slip from his arms. Jesus H Christ, Spike had never seen him look like this before, wanton yet still innocent, cock pressing against his trousers, waiting to be freed.
“Xander, I don’t think I can last love, soddin terrible admission, but as soon as you touch me I’ll shoot me bloody load”
“Come here then, we don’t want to waste it. Let me blow you.”
Spike nearly came in his pants just from the way Xander said it. He tore his tunic and pants off and moved to get on the bed.
“No - don’t.”
Oh God, he’s changed his mind, he’s changed his bloody mind was Spike’s first thought, but then Xander slipped off his tunic and in one fluid movement he was on the floor kneeling in front of Spike, reaching with his mouth for that leaking, pulsing column of flesh, and as Xander’s hot wet mouth closed around it Spike came instantly, forcefully and very noisily as he howled out his pleasure.
Xander swallowed allowing the taste and texture to coat his mouth, he had something of Spike inside him, he nearly belonged. He suckled gently at the still hard cock in his mouth, feeling around with his tongue, exploring the tip, dipping into the still oozing slit and then under the foreskin.
Spike was shuddering with the intensity of his release and the feelings Xander was evoking in him.
Xander grasped Spike’s buttocks in both hands and tried to take as much of him as he could, he hadn’t had a lot of practice, but that was something that was gonna change.
He released one perfectly smooth buttock to cup Spikes balls, but felt he didn’t have enough contact and so pulled Spike to him with his other arm so his face was pressed against Spike’s lower belly his nose nestled in his tickly wiry hairs.
Xander inhaled deeply and mmm’d at the uniquely Spike smell, sending vibration through Spike’s sensitive cock.
For all his innocence Xander was making Spike loose any grip on his fragile control and as Xander’s hand played with his balls, he pulled him closer so that Spike could feel his hot breath warming the base of his cock.
Spike’s legs trembled, his balls tightened and he came again his head falling back as he moaned, fingers fisting into Xander’s hair. He came back quickly enough when he heard and felt an “Owwwww” vibrating through his dick.
“Love, sorry, you - shit Xander, that was mind blowing, bloody fantastic. Sorry love, I got carried away, hope I didn’t pull any hair out.”
Xander let the now softening member slip from his lips.
“You taste all salty and bitter and you feel, god you make me feel in control, powerful. I made you do that. I made you come twice, twice! I am the man!”
“You certainly are love. My man. Now you’ve taken the edge off for me, I wanna concentrate on you. Let me help you out of those constricting pants, then I can admire that ravishing body and decide where I’m gonna start …. concentratin’.”
“Fuck!”
“Yeah love, but much, much later!”
Spike managed to pull off Xander’s pants then picked him up and laid him out on the bed. Xander had never liked Spike to look at him in this way, yeah he’d seen him naked nearly every day, but Xander never ‘displayed’ himself and Spike couldn’t understand why cause he was so beautiful, all bronzed skin, not an ounce of fat on him, well defined muscles, gorgeous dick, he was a living work of art, but he had no idea at all that he was.
“Why don’t you like me to look at you like this pet?”
“Shy I’spose, plus - nothing special to look at, not like you. But, well, the way you’re looking at me now makes me feel - you look like you love me Spike. You don’t look lustful, seen that look often enough to know. Do you love me? I hope you do, I want you to love me as much as I love you. I wa…..”
Xander’s words were lost in a hot wet kiss as Spike devoured his mouth, fingers making marks on his biceps as he pulled Xander’s unresisting body to him. Xander wrapped his arms around Spike and returned the kiss with equal passion.
He could happily kiss Xander all night but he needed to tell him that he did love him, truly and passionately.
Reluctantly he pulled back from Xander whose mouth tried to follow him. God he looked even better now with kiss bruised lips, a look of loving lust on his face, Spike wanted to take him then and there.
“Xan, how could I not love you? Have I never told you? Bugger, I’m so sorry, I think it all the time, how lucky I am to be here with you, this life we’ve been living, without you it’d be nothing pet. You’re my all Xander, my love, my true and only love. So yes, I love you.”
Xander’s face lit up as Spike spoke to him and now he was smiling sappily from ear to ear.
“Kinda thought you might. I’m so happy Spike. I could stay here forever with you. Will you - don’t fuck me Spike. Love me?”
“Oh love, I’ll always make love to you, even when we’re old hands at this and I’m shaggin the arse of ya, I’ll still be loving ya. But I know what you want and it’s only right, when I take your virginity, when I make you mine, when I claim you I will be making love Xan. I want you to remember it and how good it’s gonna be forever.”
“Love you so much my beautiful Spike. Never gonna want anyone else. Just you.”
“Pleased about that love, cause if I as much as see you look at somebody sideways, I’ll bloody kill em, then I’ll tan yer hid till ya can’t sit fer a week.”
“Really?”
“Probably!”
“Now then, I think I was going ta concentrate on you wasn’t I? Hmm, now where shall I start?”
“C’n you hold me for a while? I specially like it when you hold me and we just about touch all the way to our toes ….. while you kiss me. Yeah, definitely like that.”
Spike chuckled, there was nothing he’d like more than to be skin on skin with his baby, snoggin his face off before he ravished the rest of him. Those layers of wrapping were being torn off now, and he was just about down to the fabulous present that was waiting for him. He knew it was going to be worth the wait.
And so Spike’s seduction started.
Hot wet kisses, thrusting owning kisses, soft loving kisses, all equally passionate in their own way, had Xander writhing underneath him, their cocks rubbing together, their essences mingling making them slippy and wet.
Xander trembled with suppressed desire, his hands roamed Spike’s body, no longer shy and unsure, he touched wherever he could, grasping and kneading Spike’s buttocks, occasionally daring to dip between his cheeks, gently exploring, making Spike moan into his mouth.
Spike gradually eased away from Xander’s mouth, kissing licking and nipping down his throat to the hollow of his collar bone, licking along first one shoulder and then to the next; more tender kisses over his chest before first one nipple was sucked, nipped and made to pebble before being blown across, then left as the other was treated to the same loving attention. Xander ached, he could feel it in the pit of his stomach, in his balls and in his cock. He ached for Spike’s touch, and Spike wasn’t one to disappoint, almost as if he knew Spike reached down to their slippery cocks and took hold.
Xander moaned at the contact as Spike’s firm hand pressed them both together, his hand already slick he rubbed up and down the shafts.
“Xander, look down baby, watch, see how good they look, come with me Xan, together, feel my cock hard against yours baby, feel my hand milking us both, feel it deep inside you , come for me baby, only ever for me.” Spike’s rhythm increased, he could feel Xander tremble and gasp as he watched himself come, a second later he saw Spike come, he shuddered and cried out with the intensity of his release and the effect of seeing Spike come, his spunk mingling with Xander’s as it splashed between their bodies.
Spike released his hold and trailed a finger thru their mingled essence scooping it up to his mouth and sucking his finger, he moved to Xander’s mouth but Xander anticipated and plunged his tongue between Spike’s sticky lips to taste himself and Spike. He loved their taste, it was purely them.
He pulled back from Spike and bent quickly to lick his stomach of the cooling spend, coming back up once more to kiss his lover.
Spike groaned into his mouth, god he was so fucking sexy, if he had a beating heart Xander could so easily make it stop with the way he was making him feel.
“Love you, want you. All night Spike, make it last all night, don’t wanna stop feeling like this.”
“Me neither pet. You want all night love, you got it. Need to clean up, gonna get a cloth for us, you stay right there, don’t move a muscle.” Spike dived off the bed and got a cloth from the bathroom, coming back he wiped down first Xander and then himself before bending to lick Xander’s cock clean. It started to fill as he licked and by the time he had finished it was just about erect.
“Let me do that for you Spike, please baby?”
Spike’s knees were either side of Xander and he shuffled up his body until his cock was millimetres from Xander’s mouth, he leaned forward slightly so that Xander’s tongue could reach him.
He watched the hot tongue lave his cool cock, but Xander stopped after a few strokes.
“It’d be better if you just pushed it right in my mouth Spike.” God he was bloody wanton, what the fuck had gotten into him.
Is this how he was always gonna be, if it was he was gonna have a permanent hard on in his pants. His fantasies went into overdrive and he realised he was fucking Xander’s mouth.
Xander wasn’t complaining, in fact he was enjoying himself immensely, he was making up for lost time.
His hands held Spike’s buttocks, his fingers pressing between them wanting to do more but not wanting to hurt or overstep the mark.
Again from Spike’s reaction he felt that he understood.
“Like this love? Wanna make it even better for me?”
Xander nodded with a mouth full of cock. Spike pulled out of Xander’s mouth to a whine of protest.
“Gotta get summat pet” he told Xander as he leaned over and felt around under the bed. He pulled a container out and removed the lid, placing it within easy reach of Xander’s hand.
“Replicated some lube a few months back for us pet. What I want you ta do is simple. While you suck me I want ya ta put first one then two fingers into me. Ya wont hurt pet, it’ll be practice for you and it’d feel bloody lovely for me. That alright love?”
“You’ll tell me if I do something wrong?” Xander asked, his fears re-surfacing.
“You won’t do anything wrong, trust me baby, you’ll be fine!”
Spike took Xander’s hand and dipped his fingers in the lube, his cock had started to leak and he rubbed it over Xander’s lips, his tongue flicked over them tasting his lover.
Spike’s dick pressed against his lips; Xander opened his mouth to let Spike slide in and carry on from where they had left off.
Keeping fairly still Spike took Xander’s slicked fingers and pressed his index finger to his pucker, he had his eyes on Xander’s watching for a reaction and as he pushed Xander’s finger into himself he saw Xander’s eyes widen.
“So good love, not hurting, push in deeper, oh yeah baby, just like that. Now move round a bit, mm, nice love, slide in and out, not all the way tho. Ohh, so gentle baby, feels so good, you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth - you like it love, this OK for you?”
Spike didn’t want to be selfish, he was having the best time of his unlife and he wanted Xander to share in that, he didn’t want it all to be one sided.
Xander nodded and mm’d.
“You ready to put that other finger in me pet?”
Another nod and Xander pulled his finger nearly all the way out and then eased the next one in along side it, all the while watching Spike watch him. Spike’s eyes flecked with gold and he started panting.
“Xander soon your gonna feel how good this is, when I do it for you love, we’ll ride each other all night baby. Oh yeah Xan, so bloody hot love. More lube pet an another finger, kay?” Xander nodded, god he was ready to explode again just from having Spike fuck his mouth and talk to him, not even talking dirty.
Where was that lube?
He dipped his fingers in again then went back to Spike who held Xander’s hand as he lowered himself onto them.
“That’s it baby, oh god yes, keep moving them, just like that, just….ohhh, you found the right place love, oh yeah, just there, fuck baby that’s hot!” Xander had found Spike’s gland and now he was rubbing against it for all he was worth because doing that had made Spike show his true face, his golden eyes locked with Xander’s as Xander finger fucked him and Spike fucked Xander’s mouth.
“So beautiful baby want you so much, love you for always” Xander moaned at Spike’s declaration, his fingers moving faster up and down as Spike’s rhythm increased in his mouth Xander hollowed his cheeks and sucked for all he was worth as Spike came again cool seed spurting into Xander’s mouth to be quickly swallowed as best he could.
Spike convulsed, spasms rippling through his entire body as he came down from what had to have been the most brilliant orgasm of the night so far. He pulled his dick from Xander’s mouth -
“Did I hurt you love? Was I too rough?”
“No baby, I’m good, nearly gagged, but was OK really, I’ll get better.”
“Can’t better perfection love.”
“I know you enjoyed it but perfect I ain’t Spike!”
Xan, that - was - perfect! Trust me baby?”
Nod.
“Close your eyes and don’t move then, not gonna hurt ya, might feel a bit cold, but you can’t open your eyes till I tell ya, kay?”
“OK”
Xander lay with his eyes closed as Spike dolloped lube onto his hot pulsing dick, Xander gasped at the cold but kept his eyes shut like he’d been told. Spike gave himself a little extra lube, didn’t want Xan to get sore.
He shuffled back down Xander’s body, held Xander’s dick at the base and slowly lowered himself onto Xander.
“Oh god, Spike, oh fuck, ohhhhh jesus!!” he said as Spike sank down onto him, once seated he moved around causing Xander to moan and gasp.
“You have such a fine cock baby, it fits inside me perfectly, I am so gonna love the feel of it sliding in and out of me, such a lovely length and nice n fat so it stretches me, I’ll feel you every time love, no mistakin. Keep those eyes closed love and just feel me ride you. You ready baby?”
“Gonna come soon as you move, can’t last Spike.”
“Then I’ll just keep still a while baby. D’you like to feel me wrapped round ya love, you trapped inside me, cause I gotta say you feel bloody lovely inside me Xan. I could sit here all night just squeezing your cock tight waiting for ya t’fill me, make me warm from the inside out.”
”Spike! Stop with the talking! Start with the moving, sorry if it’s quick, but it’s your fault - all that talking!”
Spike laughed, quick, slow, he didn’t care, he had Xander inside him, he’d crossed the bridge, there was no going back, his baby could fill him anytime he wanted.
He leaned forward to kiss him.
“I love you Xander. I’m gonna wear you out pet, you won’t be able to walk come mornin.”
“Promise?”
“Promise!”
“Open your eyes baby, want you to see what you do to me.”
Xander opened his eyes to see Spike still in game face looming over him. He gently kissed his mouth and then sucked tenderly at his neck, not breaking the skin at all, he rose slowly taking Xander’s hands in his as he raised himself along the column of flesh inside him.
Xander watched mesmerised at the look on Spike’s face as he rode his cock, he started talking again telling Xander how he made him feel, how beautiful he was, how he wanted to feel his cock pulsing inside him.
That did it for Xander, he gripped Spike’s fingers tight and thrust into him wanting to be as deep inside him as he could get, Spike’s whimpers of pleasure finally had him screaming his release as his hot come filled Spike’s channel, his muscles clenching around him almost painfully, Xander lay back, spent.
“Gonna make you rest for a while now sweetheart, get yer strength back. That was bloody marvellous Xan, the way you took over at the end there pet! Want you t’take me like that every time, strong and sure, in control. Love you baby.”
“D’you think I’ll make it till morning Spike? Are you always this insatiable? I thought you were gonna bite me then. Why didn’t you?”
“Don’t wanna ruin the moment love. When I’m inside you and we’re both coming, that’s when I’ll bite you. That’ll be my claim, an’ if you feel the same way you claim me at the same time, in the same way.”
“Wow! You’d let me bite you? Really?”
“It’s not letting ya love, I want you to. Think of it as swappin’ rings when ya get married. I want your claim too, if you do.”
“I’m glad you told me now, so I know what to do, and what’s with the ‘if you do’? Why wouldn’t I? Thought it was me that was the insecure one in the relationship!”
“I have doubts sometimes, not often, and only where you’re concerned love. Want you to be happy, which’ll make me happy.”
“Love you Spike. Spike, I don’t think you have to stay there, I can tell there’s nothing left but a wizened stump inside you now” Xander giggled.
“Yeah, but I’ll make it into a mighty oak a bit later on love!!”
Spike lifted up off Xander clenching his buttocks together, keeping Xander’s release inside him, he lay next to his lover.
He still couldn’t get over the fact that Xander and he had just made love, his Xander had made love to him. Soon be time for him to make love to his baby, his one and only.
“My true love” he said running his fingers thru Xander’s hair, brushing it back from his face.
“You mean that?”
“Soppy as it may be love, I do mean it. Now, have a bit of a kip eh?”
“Hold me?”
“Goes without sayin love.”
Spike wrapped his arms around his lover and held him to him as Xander drifted into sleep.
Spike held him close, going over in his mind the events of the day.
It must’ve been his visit to Xan and Wil that had something to do with the change in him.
When they came out of Orientation he’d have to have a serious word with the both of them, plus he’d have to thank them for whatever they did or said.
He didn’t think he’d ever felt this content with a partner before, Xander was special, he was going to be his Consort, that must be the difference, he had chosen him, he’d never done that before either, yeah he’d chosen who to fuck and feed from, but never something like this.
He thought he’d loved Buffy, he shuddered, but that was infatuation, wanting something that was anathema to him, it was perverse even by his standards, then there was Xander, sweet, loving, good and pure, vibrant and alive, everything he wasn’t.
Aside from that, being here in this time had changed who Spike was, he could acknowledge that, he felt somehow better for it, a better person, for want of a more suitable term, and more worthy of his Consort.
He again wondered if he would change when they had to go back, he hoped not, he kinda liked who he was now, he could live with himself.
Time for reflection was over and he wanted Xander, he hadn’t stopped wanting but now it was becoming a much stronger urge. He needed to claim his mate fully.
He ran his hands along Xander’s side and back, caressing the dip at the bottom of his spine and the firm roundness of his buttock, fingers dipping between his cheeks to feel the heat waiting for him, Xander stirred and turned in his arms pressing his back to Spike’s chest and belly. Spike pushed his cock as far as he could between Xander’s cheeks wriggling to get comfy, he felt Xander start to wake.
“Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just pleased to see me?”
“Funny love, always pleased to see you. Sleep Ok, rested enough?”
“Feelin’ peachy, mind you think I can feel a big fat dick between my butt cheeks, you know anything bout that?” he sniggered.
“Just getting ya used to it pet, soon be waking up every mornin with it nestled there, gonna be his new home!”
Xander laughed and wiggled his butt, feeling Spike move with him.
Spike’s hand moved around front to tease Xander’s dick, caressing the hot flesh, holding its weight in his hand, thumb moving softly across the head, gathering the liquid that had started to pulse out he smeared it all around the purpling dome. Xander quivered in his embrace, a croak of pleasure coming from his throat.
“Need ya t’get on yer knees pet, wanna do this right n not hurt ya. That OK?”
Xander turned to look over his shoulder at Spike and puckered his lips indicating in universal language that he wanted a kiss.
Spike smiled and complied.
Happy he’d gotten his own way Xander pulled away from those luscious lips and manouvered himself onto his knees, ass up in the air and head down on the bed resting on his forearms.
“Perfect baby. Now this is gonna be a bit cold, but you got to relax n trust me, not gonna hurt ya love.”
Spike dipped his fingers into the jar of lube and dribbled it down the crack of Xander’s arse, Xander squeaked and gave a little shiver, then another squeak as he felt Spike’s fingers massaging him, pressing firmly against his hole.
A finger slipped in stopping at the first knuckle, Spike twisted it around, happy when he felt Xander relax again he pressed deeper to his second knuckle, talking to Xander all the while, telling him what he was going to do to him, it just made Xander hotter, and the feeling in his ass, strange as it was, wasn’t uncomfortable.
He felt Spike’s hand against his ass and knew his finger was in as deep as it would go, Xander wanted Spike to move inside him, he was being too careful, Xander was already way past excited.
“Spike, please, move inside me? Make me feel you more”
That was all the encouragement Spike needed as he slowly pulled his finger back until it was nearly all the way out, then just as slowly pushed back in. It made Xander shiver all over.
“More, give me more!”
“Anything you want love, gonna put some more lube on then - you ready?”
“Mm hmm.”
Spike lubed his fingers again, and this time pressed two firmly inside Xander, he did the same as before allowing Xander to get used to the intrusion before pushing further into Xander’s heat, gently scissoring his fingers, loosening his channel so that it would be as pain free as possible.
He listened to Xander’s breathing, his occasional moans and sighs, Spike’s free hand alternated between caressing warm buttocks and hot cock and balls.
He could easily slide around and suck Xander off but he wanted him to last, wanted him to come with him and not before, but he was tempted, he loved the taste of him, the feel of his hot cock inside his mouth, the little happy noises he made.
Spike, want to see you, am - am I ready for you? Want you inside me baby, need you so bad - please?”
“Nearly love - c’n you turn over with me inside of ya? Just roll over love, yeah that’s it - hey, there y’are lovely.”
“Take me Spike please, can’t wait to feel you in me, need you.”
“Gotta raise you up a bit love, here put a pillow under you, getting there Xan, that’s good baby, get comfy.”
It was taking every once of Spike’s willpower not to do what Xander asked, he needed to loosen up just a bit more, he didn’t want to tear him, didn’t want to make him bleed.
He knew it was the vampire way but somehow that didn’t matter to him anymore, he wanted Xander to be taken higher than he’d ever been, no drugs, just him, he wanted him to be euphoric. His first time needed to be special.
“Won’t be long baby, don’t wanna hurt you, you’re being so patient love, best’s yet to come Xan, promise baby.”
Spike withdrew his fingers to Xander’s mewl of protest and came back with three extra lubey ones.
Xander pushed down onto them, eager to feel them filling him, he squeezed around them then relaxed, Spike thrust in further to the sound of Xander’s enthusiastic encouragement. Now he was just about ready, Spike rubbed against Xander’s prostate, Xander held still, it was just such an unexpected sensation, god damned fantastic but still unexpected, he groaned long and low.
“Ohhh, again, do it again, that was -it was - just…..”
His moan of pleasure said it all as Spike did it again, and again, and again, then stopped. Fingers came out and he lubed up his cock, lined it up against Xander.
“Ready for me baby?”
“Please, yes!”
“Put your legs as wide as ya can love, once I’m in ya can wrap em round me n hold on tight.”
Xander nodded and parted his legs more giving Spike entry to his body.
As Spike penetrated his lover for the fist time he gazed down at him enraptured.
“Love you so much Xan, always will, always gonna want you, till the day I die love.”
Xander pushed onto Spike, his body taking over automatically, he was so aroused that he was running on pure instinct, Spike slid home grazing Xander’s prostate expertly, god it was lovely, just as hot as he knew it would be, Xander was still tight, and so responsive, he knew this wouldn’t last long for either of them.
His thrusts were measured, firm, but he was gentle, he made sure Xander enjoyed it, there’d be time for him to play later; he felt Xander wrap his legs around him trying to pull him further in, such a responsive lover! Spike thrust faster, his hand wrapping around Xander’s cock, pumping it in time with his thrusts, he could feel himself building, he was so near.
“Come with me Xander, come with me love” Spike gasped.
Balls tightened, thrusts became frenzied, Spikes true face came to the fore, he howled his pleasure and dived for Xander’s neck.
“I claim you for my own for now and all time” he gasped to Xander and bit down onto his neck just above his collar bone, Xander screamed and came hard, almost losing consciousness, almost but not quite.
Whilst Spike's fangs were still sunk into his flesh, drinking down his hot pulsing blood he turned his head fractionally and bit down onto Spike breaking his skin as blood trickled into his mouth he sucked and swallowed, he felt Spike shudder and thrust into him again, filling him even more.