"WAAAAAALT"
Now that it's over, I can finally start watching Lost.
I'll admit, I'm still rather apprehensive when approaching shows (among other things) that I know I'll like.
It's this odd internal thing inside of me, like something I've tried to let go for so many years but still persists.
It's a feeling I'd rather shake rather than have it still there.
It's something I've always had to fight.
I don't know if they have a name for it. I know it sounds ridiculous...
I've always known that I'd like Lost.
So I'm not sure why I feel this way.
I know I used to not like mainstream shows in the past, but now I do, and I would've started sooner but it had gotten so far... Ah, I probably could've started. It's just that I talked to some Losties and they all told me to wait until it was actually over, otherwise I'd go crazy, haha...
I think maybe my feeling is based on being too afraid to like something.
I know it makes no sense.
(I mean, it's just a show...).
And in the end, I start falling in love with it anyway...
(Yeah... I'm still working on fixing myself...).
PS. I think I'm just tired of always being late to the party...
I'll admit, I'm still rather apprehensive when approaching shows (among other things) that I know I'll like.
It's this odd internal thing inside of me, like something I've tried to let go for so many years but still persists.
It's a feeling I'd rather shake rather than have it still there.
It's something I've always had to fight.
I don't know if they have a name for it. I know it sounds ridiculous...
I've always known that I'd like Lost.
So I'm not sure why I feel this way.
I know I used to not like mainstream shows in the past, but now I do, and I would've started sooner but it had gotten so far... Ah, I probably could've started. It's just that I talked to some Losties and they all told me to wait until it was actually over, otherwise I'd go crazy, haha...
I think maybe my feeling is based on being too afraid to like something.
I know it makes no sense.
(I mean, it's just a show...).
And in the end, I start falling in love with it anyway...
(Yeah... I'm still working on fixing myself...).
PS. I think I'm just tired of always being late to the party...