I wish life had a reset switch.

Oct 20, 2011 13:53

Because if it did, I'd hit it. Right now.
How did I come to be like I am now? Fat, messy, unmotivated.
I can't stand to even be in my apartment anymore, it's so messy, but whenever I try to clean it, I get filled with this amazing rage at all the mess, and then I have to do something else to cool down. (Like read romance novels. Which have been my saving grace this week. Kristan Higgins? AMAZING new author I just discovered. Check her out.)

My darling friend Caitlin has agreed to be my cleaning coach, since her apartment is spotless. And next year, hopefully, we will be sharing a room in a big house of girls, so I can pick up excellent cleaning habits from her. But seriously, guys. I'm twenty four. Why don't I ALREADY have excellent cleaning habits?

I am trying to do this new diet of eating protien and veggies and very little carbs. Which works okay, except I never have time to cook anything (or do the dishes, apparently, since there is now MOLD growing in my kitchen) so I freak out and eat in the caf. Which means carbs. Boo. I need to turn my life around.
How many posts have I said about this? Seriously.

So here are my goals:
- Cook enough food to last a few days, then graze.
-Play fewer video games!!
-Stand up to roommate about doing dishes.
-Do my Leslie Sansone Walk Away the Lbs video, and even if the neighbors bang on the ceiling because of the squeaking, just say fuck it and do it anyway. (I should probably write them a note though, explaining.)

You all get to be my cheerleaders.
I've been really good about staying away from sweets! (For the most part.) So that's good!

Love love love,
Ariel

i miss my sister, i suck, not feeling well, exercise, weight, angst, anger, badwolf, weight loss, dieting, food is delicious

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