As the page turns.. Yet agian
Work was cool Logan and I are planning the Mario Kart face off for tomarrow at work.. I do so like slow days.. I hope the worst of my thinking I have gone mental is gone.. Class went better than I anticipated.. I spoke with her the whole way home.. Still not sure what the hell is going on, but letting her know what was going on with me some how made it better. I still wish I had a switch somewhere to turn stuff on and off.. Cause stuff makes life complicated.. It is likely what I want is not possible.. For one I am not even sure what that is.. At any rate we are all suposed to go work on the final Wednesday.. We will see how that goes.. I almost got the wine out again, but I thought it would not do anything but worry my kids, and make me feel like ship tommarrow, and even then it would not solve a damned thing.. Maybe I can have a small something over night to wipe 2 weeks of memories out selectivly.. That is a great buisnes Idea.. I think there was a Jim Carrey movie on that premise.. Still at any rate I feel better less withdrawn and more smiles.. Well heres to the night..
PO @ What would I do if she said she loved me.. See you really never know what you would do with what you want..
PO @ What would I do if she said she loved me.. See you really never know what you would do with what you want..