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[phantasmalone]

Well another update from the class chick from previous posts.. At first after much suck I had decided I was not going to call her no more emails.. Nothing.. Class came and went, and was wierd.. Then it was bugging the fuck outta me.. I figured then what did I have to lose at least to call her.. I called her, and she apologized about making all the suck of the provious day.. Later than evening I ended up in some wine, and called her again we talked for a bit turns out the following Saturday after we studied this other dude came into the picture she really likes, and that complicated her life plenty.. I do know how that can happen not with a dude but chicks have certainly put a drain me in the past.. At any rate we were back on for Friday study session.. This time another girl from class came.. It started normal enough the other girl vented, and started drinking beer all through the home work.. After that was done we made Margarita's and shot pool. Well I was doing my best to be good.. They both ended up very drunk. The other one was reminiscent of a poll dancer.. Every shot I made at the pool table was met with some serious sexual distraction there was stuff shaking, and girating all over the place.. Was a very interesting night.. Though for some reason I think the first girl from class was the reason why the second did not bother me that much. After the other girl sobered up enough to drive she left, and the one from last week and I were going to play one more game before I took out.. Really I just wanted to se what was up with her, and make sure all was cool. Well we got to talkin on her back patio.. She was really torn up about the afor mentioned guy.. Turns he apparenty does not like his wife.. Nor does his family.. She was still feeling guilty over that, and was supposed to go to a picknick with them yesterday.. I suggested if she felt that much pressure not to go, but she felt she had too.. She thanked me for being a good friend, and for not taking advantage of her.. I am not sure how good a guy I am.. It is not often I find some one I like to talk too.. I think that I do have serious feelings for her.. I also thinks she has some feelings for me.. I am not sure beyond that.. I have a feeling how it went because I tried to call her today and yesterday with out a call back.. I think when they get together she feels guily about his wife, and me.. I may be wrong.. Hell in one way or another I am always wrong.. The bitch of it is.. I don't go looking for these situations I wish I was in a place emotionally that I was perfectly content not knowing.. So instead class will prolly be awkward again.. FUCK!! I hope she calls me tonight as I do hope nothing bad happened..

PO @ Yup thats me. The whiney bitch...