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life seems pretty bad right now, i have lost faith in a lot of aspects in my life. the situation with my parents has gotten worse without my mom knowing it. i feel soo bad for her, everytime i think about wut my father told me or wut he did makes me want to cry for the pain my mother will feel when she finds outs. i pray a lot and spend lots of nights awake wondering wut will happen to my family. i just wish i was in another place far away from my life right now. i hate this feeling, it makes me sick to the stomach. i need to stop writing now cuz i'm just gettin too emotional. ppl please pray for my parents.