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I think it's time....for a new journal. I dont believe these old posts give a good description of me anymore. Or maybe it's just time for a change. Reading or thinking about some of the older posts are quite sad and depressing. Honestly most of them were made during a time of weakness. Hey I have those every now and then. It seems more though if you judge by this stupid thing. Oh well, if i wasn't as lazy I would just erase some of them. Too much work, not worth it. I've had this journal since high school. Some of the entries are pretty embarrassing to read now.
Work is going. Still nursing a hurt shoulder, but I'm starting to just ignore it. Kings Dominion starts around March and they took me out of the lot. I'm pretty down and pissed about it because that's where I love working. I'm back in themepark but i'm higher on the food chain. I'm hoping to avoid all the drama, my ex and her gf both are not allowed to return. I find this funny, yet sad because they did it to themselves. I mean really Patty? You want to be a cop and yet you act like this? You need to grow up. You don't come to work with hickies on your neck especially when you're an authority figure. I would've written her up to if i were a supervisor. They wanted to make me a Sgt. out in the lot but then I got hurt. So it's back to bullshit in themepark. My other job is really boring, security work in a building. Hey its money though. It all looks good on a resume too. I have a year left in school, or maybe less. I met with my advisor and he said if I busted my ass I could graduate in the fall of this year. That'd be easier if I didn't have to take 2 writing Intensive classes. I could take one over the summer and one in the fall, but it still would be hard. I mean I'll be working 2 jobs over the summer, then plus school? Kings Dominion works me to death too. We'll see, I may take a class or two.
I want to be a cop, but I need to be in better shape. I'm working on that but i've hit a rough spot. Starting monday I'm going back to the gym now that things have settled back down. I'm pretty strong, but I'd like to be stronger. Plus I need to work on endurance and tone up.
Not really looking for a girlfriend right now. I do want one, but I'm not really looking too hard. I'm focusing on my schoolwork and career. Then I hope to find someone. Haha, that sounds more like a goal than anything. I'm not really trying to put it like that, but it's just not something I'm too worried about. I love cuddling with someone and enjoying their company, but i've only been single for about 4 months. Before that I hadn't been truly single since I was 14-15. I'm 20, turning 21 in August so I think it's good for me to be single for once. I'm finding myself and who I am. Wish me luck :)
Work is going. Still nursing a hurt shoulder, but I'm starting to just ignore it. Kings Dominion starts around March and they took me out of the lot. I'm pretty down and pissed about it because that's where I love working. I'm back in themepark but i'm higher on the food chain. I'm hoping to avoid all the drama, my ex and her gf both are not allowed to return. I find this funny, yet sad because they did it to themselves. I mean really Patty? You want to be a cop and yet you act like this? You need to grow up. You don't come to work with hickies on your neck especially when you're an authority figure. I would've written her up to if i were a supervisor. They wanted to make me a Sgt. out in the lot but then I got hurt. So it's back to bullshit in themepark. My other job is really boring, security work in a building. Hey its money though. It all looks good on a resume too. I have a year left in school, or maybe less. I met with my advisor and he said if I busted my ass I could graduate in the fall of this year. That'd be easier if I didn't have to take 2 writing Intensive classes. I could take one over the summer and one in the fall, but it still would be hard. I mean I'll be working 2 jobs over the summer, then plus school? Kings Dominion works me to death too. We'll see, I may take a class or two.
I want to be a cop, but I need to be in better shape. I'm working on that but i've hit a rough spot. Starting monday I'm going back to the gym now that things have settled back down. I'm pretty strong, but I'd like to be stronger. Plus I need to work on endurance and tone up.
Not really looking for a girlfriend right now. I do want one, but I'm not really looking too hard. I'm focusing on my schoolwork and career. Then I hope to find someone. Haha, that sounds more like a goal than anything. I'm not really trying to put it like that, but it's just not something I'm too worried about. I love cuddling with someone and enjoying their company, but i've only been single for about 4 months. Before that I hadn't been truly single since I was 14-15. I'm 20, turning 21 in August so I think it's good for me to be single for once. I'm finding myself and who I am. Wish me luck :)