Love, Hate, and Melancholy Matticus...
i seem to drift in and out of happiness... what is going on with me??? my emotions start going and then BAM they just deteriorate and leave me with nada... why? Happy one moment... Angry the next... and before i know it im so fucking depressed i... i just dont know anymore... do i love life.. or do i absolutely hate it and everything in it??? i think the worst thing is that i can actually pin point the day that i started my decline and i have no doubt that it is causing this present torture... why oh why must life be so complicated???