Ugh, I feel so crap :(  My blood pressure is low low low, I feel dizzy 24/7, have buzzing/high rushes and need to catch my breath.
I know it goes away eventually but right now all I want to do is lie down on the floor and not move for a while because even turning my neck
feels like I'm going to explode from buzzing/dizziness.

Sebastian has the herpes simplex virus.. All I can say is this has been a HELL of a week ( Read more... )

Around 4 am this morning I had a bleeding scare with Sebastian. No fucking clue where ( Read more... )

Except for the quirks, I tend to be very private about my home life. I'd like to get this blog out there, though, as it's something very dear to my own heart and I don't think I should keep it private. http://livingwithdysphagia.blogspot.co.uk/

Saw my midwife yesterday. Mum heard bastian's heartbeat for the first time out loud
and had to contain a few tears :p  He's been kicking like HELL all week. It's amazing. I love it. 
Every single bloody time Josh tries to feel him kick, he goes quiet. I think it's because Josh has
such warm hands that he likes it too much to move. Josh, though, is of ( Read more... )

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Morning sickness? Really, baby? Sure, have midnight sickness instead. How thoughtful.
Also, random pain that feels like some robin hood bowman just shot my vee-jay with a stock of arrows?
You are supposed to not start before the 1st of March, might I remind you.
And baby, it has been three weeks since my jeans last saw daylight. This is depressing.
And ( Read more... )

Negative things:

1. I am still stuck in a town I want to get out of.
2. I'm still not able to do Zumba but hopefully soon. Rather safe than sorry.
3. It is so cold I think I'm going to die. If we go anywhere near -20 again, I'm going to just die. 
4. I had to give up university. Again. It's not working out. 
5. My mum hasn't been able to eat normal for four years. 

Toy poodle puppies! Sweet baby jesus. So, so cute ( Read more... )