Around December, I gave up drinking.  I had gotten so drunk, and hung over that I found alcohol repulsive.  I couldn't even stomach the idea of alcohol.  Also, other circumstances like my mom's being an alcoholic, and my brother's legal problems with his DUI had just turned me off even more to drinking.

Anyways, lately, I've been kind of craving to ( Read more... )

Today was a solid good day ( Read more... )

So we're broken up.  I had planned on writing about what happened in detail, but at this point I don't know if I could handle it.  I've been holding myself together very well the past couple of days.  I haven't just broken down and cried yet.  Since him and I have broken up and gotten back together so many times, I feel like I have cried my tears ( Read more... )

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Nothing infuriates me more than my mother's drinking.  And at the same time, nothing makes me feel so worthless than her drinking.  I came home tonight after one of the worst nights I've ever worked (and trust me I've had bad), and after having to drive my boss home.  My dog didn't bark when I came home, which was weird so I called for her.  I didn ( Read more... )