I wish I were in a relationship right now.

I was in one, but it didn't work out.

The stereotype is that men just want fucks, while women want relationships, but sometimes women are the ones who are afraid of the emotional intimacy.

And that sucks too.

I can't sleep.

I'm posting smut and humor, but really what's keeping me awake is memories that won't go away...of the woman I'm in love with...and the man she's married to instead of me.

( I should have forgotten you long ago... )

Tomorrow morning (I'm in the Eastern hemisphere so it's night here, yes honestly) I'm flying back to the U.S. It's a day-long flight, plus I'm not sure when I'll get the internet reconnected in my apartment, so I'll be out of web contact for a while. Don't be offended if I don't comment or reply to comments for a few days.

I'll be back though!

Hi! I have a new journal that is about lots of things. Okay, no it's not. It's just about sex.

Mostly erotic fiction, but some true stories. Must be over 18 to be friended. Let me know if you add me and I'll probably add you back.

Oh, I'm a 42-year-old male in New York if you care.