FIC - I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE (AOI X URUHA (MAIN), ? X URUHA, AOIXKAZUKI) CHAPTER 8
Title: I love the way you lie
Chapters: Chapter 7/?
Author: pesuruhcinta
Genre: Drama, a bit action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R-NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kazuki, Reita x Uruha
Warning: Boy’s love, a bit blood, fat boy Aoi, arrogant Uruha n etc.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the band mates)
Synopsis: He used to a very fat, fat boy since he was kid until a kind boy told him that he likes him but it didn’t last long because his family moved out to Mie. A few years later, he is one of top photographers in Japan.
Comment: I don't know if readers remember about this story....
Chapter 8 - What I’ve done?
It’s a damn cold night when Aoi looked at the outside while smoking. The hazy smoke danced in the air and when the raven looked at it, he felt an unsettling feeling crawled in his heart. His eyes looked at the sleeping figure on his bed; looks tired and also weak but beautiful; Aoi put his palm hand on his own cheek. In love again; for the second time but also feeling guilty at the same. He betrayed two persons at the same time. Both Uruha and also Kazuki; both love Aoi. But he’s right now was standing on the middle of thread; his forbidden feeling is for Uruha not for Kazuki. He knew about it for a long time, but he’s a normal human that do several mistakes and his mistake probably no one would thought it as normal.
“Shit….. What’ve I done to them….?” Aoi murmured. He knew that he had to make a decision to choose which one that he wanted in his life.
“Aoi….?” Uruha called; almost whispered as he just woke up from his slumber. He covered his body with the white blanket and look at other. The raven tossed the bud and threw it in the dustbin; a little bit surprised. He went to the bed and patted Uruha’s head. “I’m sorry, did I wake you up?” The honey blonde shook his head and gave him a little smile. They were silent for a few seconds until some words from the honey blonde made Aoi’s heart grew unexplained emotion.
“I’m sorry….” He said and that made the raven felt a bit ridiculous when he heard that.
“For what?” The older asked as he didn’t get it and he didn’t understand about the honey blonde at all.
“It shouldn’t happen this way…. I mean that I shouldn’t involve with you…I …I’m not the same boy that you used to know before! I have done a lot of sin…. I’ve done a lot of bad things…. I’m not meant for you…So, pleas-” Before Uruha could finish his words, Aoi already hugged him and caused his body meet the surface of bed.
“A sin… A kindness or whatever…. I don’t really care about. No, I don’t give damn about it….” The words were uttered seriously from the raven’s deep voice. Uruha was shocked when he heard that.
“But, even so… I’ve done a lot! When you’re not here with me….. Why you still feel okay about that?”
“Because we’re already did a sin before we’re separated; we’re both fall in love. That’s a sin because we’re both a man. But, we didn’t care about it before. So why now you’re bothered about your sin after THIS happened?” Anger but at the same time tried to be rational be trying to psycho the other about their love. Why must Uruha cared about what he had done before right now since the honey’s blonde’s the one that didn’t give a damn about sin when he confessed his love to the raven?
“But, I’ve done something terrible! I’ve ki-” The honey blonde stopped as the rave suddenly pushed his body on the bed and kissed him hardly. The honey blonde almost couldn’t breathe because that was too sudden and it’s felt hurt at the same time.
“Don’t even say it….. Damn it… Do you know how long I have spent just to search you…? I guess you couldn’t count, even myself also forget about it. I’m seriously didn’t give a damn about what you’ve done before. It’s already happened and we both couldn’t undo it back. And yes, I’m sorry for not being there to stop you from doing those sins. But, even so… you and I knew about this; WE BOTH HAVE WISHED TO MEET ONE DAY AND IT HAPPENED RIGHT NOW….. Now do you understand what I do actually felt? And please don’t lie about what you’ve felt…. And don’t say about the crap of the sins again!” The raven tried to calm himself because he felt that tears already greeted his face.
“Aoi…. You’re crying….?” Uruha asked as he hugged Aoi. The raven silent, only the gripped of his hand answered the honey blonde’s question.
“That’s…. your fault for making me crying again….”
“I’m sorry…” Uruha then stroked Aoi’s head as he tried to make the other felt better.
“Hey, Aoi…” He called.
“Hmm….?” Still not looking at the other.
“How many times you’ve cried…. Because of me?” The honey blonde asked. Simple, but it’s a very deep question.
“I don’t really remember…”
“Me too…. I don’t remember how many times I’ve prayed to see you once again. I don’t even it’s a just a second to see you….” When he said that, Aoi then shut his words with putting his index finger to the pink lips.
“I don’t want a second, even a minute, an hour or a day. I want to see you, in front of me, forever…” He was serious and Uruha could tell about it.
“Even I tried to deny anything from you, you wouldn’t just give up, right? Honestly…. I couldn’t ignore about you anymore…” After Uruha said it, he then hugged Aoi and kissed him with full of passion. Aoi was startled but, the he reacted fast as he replied Uruha’s kiss and then both of them were drown again in the world of their own; the world which no one could disturb.
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It’s cold night but it seemed to be an endless night for the brunette. Kai looked at the outside; not thinking but sank in the mood of confusing. He looked at the photo frame which there’s a picture of a girl looked very happy while hugging himself.
“So, they probably already know about it…… now, so what you’re gonna do, would you be able to tell Aoi about that?”
“Tell me… is there anything that I can do to help him… LEIA?”