Chapter 7 - It’s still same…
Kouyou was smiling when he’s on the way to his home. 3 days more and he would meet Yuu. It’s been a month Yuu moved to Mie. They had promised to meet at the place they 1st meet. Kouyou opened his door home; something was off. Usually his mother would play her favourite classic song on 5 PM. When he opened the door, Kouyou was shocked to find his house in the mess and his mother was injured.
“Mum! What happened?!” Kouyou dashed to his mother. His mother quickly hugged him while sobbing.
“He came back… Kouyou…, He came back….” His mother could only murmur those words but it’s enough to make the honey blonde shivered.
“Dad came here…..?” Kouyou’s voice was shaking in deep throat. His mother just nodded; still crying.
“There’s no way for you to live here anymore Kouyou… You must go from here before he finds you….” His mother insisted. His father; his mother’s ex husband was a hot tempered person. His mother ran away from Gifu because she couldn’t bear it anymore. But now, the monster came back; wanting to take him. Not taking him in other to take care of him; but to sell him so that that monster could get money to gamble. His mother obviously was used as a victim before. If his father lost the games, he paid with gave her own wife to be fucked by other men.
“I wouldn’t go from here without you! No, we’ll go together…” The honey blonde refused while shaking his head repeatedly; already cried. There’s no way he would leave his mother alone waiting to be killed by his own father.
“No, you must go! Please for once you listen to me! Only once, I’ll be okay here, trust me….”
“If mother didn’t utter those words to me, probably she’ll stay alive…. She’s dead because of me… I didn’t know where I had to go… what I know that time is my mother already dead and I couldn’t meet you at the place we met before”. Uruha silenced for a seconds, he glanced at Aoi who a bit shocked to hear his story. “I stole money and clothes from the shop and I took a bus randomly which made me arrived at Tokyo. I worked at the club; became a bartender. That’s the time I met Reita which I thought he was you…” When the honey blonde mentioned about it, the raven’s eyes widened.
“What do you means that you thought he was me?” Aoi demanded to know; that wasn’t a joke when someone declared that’s him. And it’s totally not a funny joke especially someone threw a lie like that to Uruha.
“He was same age like you, plus he moved to Mie before. When I ask him is his name Shiroyama Yuu or not, he just admit it. But, he wasn’t you when I found his ID card in his wallet. The price for knowing about Reita is… I became his slave and had become prostitute… 2 years later; I was able to run from that place, I met Kai. He’s the one that brought me to IMG and I became the model at there. But Reita still haunt me, if I didn’t do what he said, he will spit out about me became a prostitute to my boss, and there’s more, it’s……..”
“Even so, why you didn’t search me…?” Aoi already dropped some tears. He’s not crying for his agony but he’s crying for Uruha’s and blamed himself if he didn’t move and he knew about Uruha more, probably he could stop Uruha to through the torment.
“I searched you…. But you never came again at there… So I was given up and I thought you already forgot about me…”
“I couldn’t lose my weight if I forgot about you, damn it…. How could you think about me forgot about you if I used to cry during sleep whenever I think about you…? That’s ridiculous for me to forget about my first love…. Then, last question; did you still remember about me or do you already forget about me…?” Aoi was still sobbing.
“If I forget about you, then I’ll not become a model…. The purpose of me became a model is to meet you. Hoping when you see my face on advertisings, you would search me… But, still I’m too blind for not notice you when we met at IMG….” The honey blonde gripped the raven’s clothes even more.
“Thank you…. For not forget about me….” Aoi whispered. He stood, helped Uruha to stand. “Let’s go from here; to my house, before that bastard came back.” Aoi said.
“But, if Reita knew about it, he would do something bad to you…”
“If he dares to come there, I’ll make sure he regret for his entire life. No one will touch you or even hurt you; I would never let someone lays finger on you, not even Reita!” Aoi’s eyes were red; he was mad, obviously and when Uruha heard about it, he was stunned with those words. Even it’s not sweet words, but it’s honest said and the honey blonde could see it at Aoi’s eyes.
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At Aoi’s house…..
“I hope that t-shirt fit you.” Aoi sounded apologized as he handed a new cloth for Uruha. Uruha just shook his head and then changed the clothes.
“So…, how’s your life? Is that good?” Uruha asked while his hands worked to change the clothes. “Just have some common life. I’m not really enjoying my life because I’m too busy with the job. You must feel weird about me became a fashion photographer.” It’s too awkward because he still try to get used to talk with someone that he didn’t meet for 15 years especially it’s means talking with the person he still pinning until now.
“A bit, actually…. Maybe it’s too awkward, but what should I call you now? 15 years ago, I know you as Yuu and right now you’re Aoi. So, it’s too weird, you know?” Feel that he can relax with talking about themselves.
“Call me like you always do, like 15 years ago… The name’s Aoi just made out by Ruki when he knew me for the first time, because that time I wore blue t-shirt. A stupid story, right?”
“Not really, actually. It fits you, honestly,” Uruha smiled causing Aoi started to blush.
“Umm…. Is that okay if I call you Kouyou like I always did 15 years ago?” Aoi asked with a slow voice; almost like whispering. Uruha just hummed as the reply and he continue to undo his clothes. He stripped completely and wrapped himself with the blanket. Aoi see from far, how smooth and milky white those skins were.
To delicious to be true…. But, he still didn’t know that the fact I’m with Kazuki right now. My heart wanting him so that myself…. But, if I do this, Kazuki would get hurt.
He knew, if this keeps up, he won’t last any longer. Uruha tried to warm himself, gripping the blanket more. Aoi sit next to Uruha and the atmosphere felt, different. Too different. As Uruha puts on his clothes, Aoi just watch all the movements.
Beautiful...
Uruha did feel Aoi was watching him, but he tried his best to ignore. Uruha turned back but then, his legs twisted and he falls. Aoi made a quick move to catch Uruha and pulled him on the bed accidently. Their gaze met. Uruha stared at the dark brown orbs, making him blush how the other looks back at him. 15 years; they were separated for a very long period, but something wasn’t changed; their heartbeat when stared to their face each other. It’s a same feeling like 15 years ago.
“I wonder…. It’s been a long time…. But, it’s still same…. I… After all, I do really…” Uruha confessed; in half and Aoi could understand even Uruha didn’t explain it completely because he also felt the feeling of wanting to love and being loved by each other; more and more. The urge is too big; he wanted Uruha and Uruha wanted him. There’s no way to deny it. Taking the first step, Aoi leaned closer to Uruha which cause the other to fall back on the soft pillows with his hair spread freely on the surface.
"I know, because I do feel the same..., After all, it’s still same… I still love you….. And you still love me…." he then kissed those lips which he desire long enough; very long time ago. In a surprised, Uruha didn't push Aoi back nor did anything; instead, he just let Aoi do as he pleased. Both pulled back needed for the air.
"Yuu... me too, I love you… Always…." his hands reached out when he called Aoi’s real name, pulling the raven-haired man down for another sensual kiss. It last longer than before. Tongues dancing together and moans exchanged. As Uruha pulled away, a string of liquid tied between their lips before Aoi licked it off; with bliss. Aoi couldn’t resist touching the other. His hands on the bare milky white skin back and his lips kissing at the bottom jaw all the way to the collar bone. Uruha jerked forward, wanted to feel those long fingers on his back, all the way down to his hip and ass. Aoi stripped Uruha was just a second, leaving the body exposed again. The white sheet and Uruha's body meet and he felt the soft fabric on his back. Aoi attacked him again, kissing and biting on his neck, leaving a mark. His fingers playing with those harden nubs earning more moans.
Uruha's legs move to Aoi's body and wrapped around him. He was used to this game; when he was prostitute and when he served Reita but this is different; because it was Aoi. He felt love. He felt secure. Aoi then tilt his head a little to taste those thigh he been waiting for. Licking and kissing, making Uruha blush more. Uruha's hands made their way to Aoi's shirt, tugging it to discard it from the owner. He wanted to feel the other warmth. Soon, it went to the belt, unbuckle it and remove the pants as well, leaving Aoi naked as he is. He is amazed with Aoi's posture. Those hips, the muscular arms, flat torso; different like 15 years ago which Aoi was a chubby boy before. Aoi placed more kisses on Uruha's forehead and cheeks before he ran his fingers on the soft long hair.
"Yuu....please...just...do it...." Uruha couldn’t wait even a minute. His member needed the attention and release.
"I'm scared...I might hurt you, you still not well…." Aoi's warm palm rested on Uruha's cheek.
"No, you don't hurt me. I’ll be okay if it’s you…," Uruha smiled. Aoi kissed him again before position himself.
"Please bear this," Aoi gripped the side of Uruha's hips. There's no lube to help them. Moving slowly to the entrance, Uruha took a deep breath and slowly breathe out to relax himself as Aoi pushed himself through the tight hole. Uruha tried to bare the pain but small whimper escaped his lips less than a minute. Aoi made it slow so he won’t break his ‘secret lover’. Once fully in, Aoi stayed awhile to make sure Uruha was used to it. The honey blonde gave the signal for Aoi to move. A steady slow rhythm made Uruha crazy.
"Ngghh....Y...Yuu......ahhhhhnn~~~" Uruha shut his eyes tight, feeling the sensation on his nerves. Aoi trusted became faster and Uruha was moaning while his hands on Aoi's back, leaving red marks.
"Ah~Yuu~~...I'm...ah...so close..." and Aoi trusted faster which hits his prostate. Aoi also massage the hardened member to make the other feel better. It didn’t take long when Aoi gave a forceful thrust; Uruha came on Aoi's hand and screamed his name. Working for his release, Aoi trusted a few times before he sent his hot sticky liquid into Uruha's. "Ahhh~~~" Uruha loosen his grip and legs from Aoi. Aoi tried to balance his breathing as he flopped down next to Uruha. His arms wrap around the blonde and smiled; but not too much.
"Are you okay…?" Aoi asked; concerned. Uruha nodded, "Thank you for this..." Uruha realized what he just said and blushed, trying to hide it from Aoi's sight. Aoi lifted his chin and kissed him again.
"Don't worry. You'll be okay. I won’t hurt you, and I’ll never let anyone to touch you, Kouyou…" He promised. Uruha closed their distance more and snuggles close to Aoi. He was happy. He closed his eyes; ready for the next kiss. Aoi couldn’t think anymore. He kissed the blonde crazily which lead to a few moans from Uruha. At the downstairs, his phone was ringing, and honestly if he went to pick up the call, probably the raven would regret for sleeping with Uruha
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“He didn’t answer my call.” Kazuki closed his cell phone. His friend, Manabu just chuckled when he heard that. “Oh, come on, Kazu. He’s not a baby, you called your lover every hour and looked now; it’s now 12 AM. Probably, he went to sleep.”
“Yeah, I forgot he’s a photographer. Probably he’s already sleep.” Kazuki just grinned forget how busy the raven actually (which is not really-really busy right now).
“Tomorrow, you asked him like this, ‘Oy, did you have a wet dream bout me?’” Manabu copied some comedian’s style talk, earning a hard laugh from Kazuki.
Me: I wonder in what way I could finish this story quickly. My passion to write fanfic seems to disappear day by day… Probably, I wouldn’t write anymore….
Title: I love the way you lie Chapters: Chapter 7/?
Author: pesuruhcinta
Genre: Drama, a bit action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R-NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kazuki, Reita x Uruha
Warning: Boy’s love, a bit blood, fat boy Aoi, arrogant Uruha n etc.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the band mates)
Synopsis: He used to a very fat, fat boy since he was kid until a kind boy told him that he likes him but it didn’t last long because his family moved out to Mie. A few years later, he is one of top photographers in Japan.
Comment: I wonder in what way I could finish this story quickly. My passion to write fanfic seems to disappear day by day…